spermatogenesis

ilang stages ng spermatogenesis. kewl :)

freeze. then thaw.

siguro sadyang lamigin lang ako. pero ngayong gabi e nilalamig talaga ako. as in. kahit nakajeans at jacket na. oh well.

kung meron na sa inyong nakapaglaro ng frozen throne, i think you will agree with me na masaya siya laruin. nageenjoy ako. as in. at kahapon ko lang nadiscover ang kaligayahang dinadala ng pagbabattle.net. astig pala no? astig mag-dota. astig mag-custom campagn. astig din mag-bonus campaign. enjoy talaga :)

currently thawing. my head. my heart. they're frozen. they froze them. currently thawing. but still partially frozen. sorry. cannot help it.

blutut utut

hanchorbachorba talaga...

hindi makapagsend via blutut ang telepono ko.

GRRRREEEEEEAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTT!!!!!!

makati ang paa ko

hindi ako kumain ng maanghang. pero super kati ng paa ko.

mainit nanaman. kahapon ang lamiglamig. ngayon ang tingkad ng araw. ang weeeiiiirrrddd.

ang dami kong buhok. gusto kong magpagupit. at magpagawa ng buhok.

masarap kumain ng lumpiang shanghai. pati sinangag at itlog at ensalada.

may praktis kami ng 2pm. late na ako.

yun lang. mishu.

i krash yu!

i don't have to like you.

your teeth aren't big enough.

your hair is too tall.

you dress weird.

you're too quiet.

you laugh weird.

you talk weird.

you sound weird.

you...

you're you.

and i hate it.

because i like you.

krash

first time ever sa buong buhay ko na nagkakrash ako sa isang girl. grabe lang. super super ganda kasi niya. tapos. yung... basta! siyempre maraming nakakakilala sa kaniya. siya ay si...

Alexandra Jayne "AJ" Stewart

ng america's next top model cycle 7. sobrang gandang gandang ganda ako sa kaniya at talaga namang nadevastate ako nung natanggal siya dahil magaling siya. ang engeng niya nga lang kasi yung photoshoot nila na nag-eliminate sa kaniya e pumanget for her dahil "hindi niya feel yung ganung klaseng pictures". sayang talaga. super galing pa naman niya.

no, i'm not turning gay. hindi ako queer dahil crush ko parin si *beep*. harharhar. kung sino yon, i guess maraming makakaalam soon enough. pero hindi ko ibubulgar dito. sikreto muna :)

as for AJ... grabe lang. she is soooooooooo pretty!

making great things possible

i'm back on globe guys! we can make great things possible all over again. hahaha :)

***

when an apology doesn't seem to suffice
when explanations are worthless
when nothing seems right anymore
when tears threaten but cannot flow
when dirt seems to have covered and conquered
when questions get answered in another lifetime
when anger bubbles and bursts and then dies
when doubts and suspicions overpower and bleed
when thoughts get tainted with flecks of hatred and greed
when judgement bends and breaks
when trust leaves then returns but is again gone
when all happiness seems to be forgotten and dried up
when your heroes fly and fall and fail and flee
when all the warning signs go off but no one seems to mind
when you realize that everything you've ever longed for can never be yours
what do you do?

could be

i don't take compliments well.
i don't feel comfortable when people look at me long and hard.
i don't like vegetables. but i will eat them if i have to.

i try not to expect and anticipate. but stupid me still does.
i try not to be too hopeful.
i try not to eat and sleep too much.
i try not to be too noisy.
i try to trust. but i can't. NOT ANYMORE.

i look at you and i see you.
i look at you and sigh and think.
i look at you and try to reconcile my prejudices and misgivings.
i look at you long and hard. and you never once wince.
i look at you and hesitate. and forget.

i could be wrong.
you could be him.
i could be right.
you could be just another transient character.
could be.