e malamig e

maybe it's the hormones, or maybe it's just the season.

but yesterday was quite an emo day.

normal days do not consist of texting friends seen just last week and telling them they are missed. normal days do not consist of letting the waterworks free at the sight of the words "kung problema yan pwede mo share sakin ;)". normal days do not consist of thinking deeply about a love life-less status. normal days do not consist of replaying every single kembolar ever experienced and wondering why they didn't work.

does the holiday season really do this?

it doesn't have to, right? i mean, sure, Christmas would be lovely if you had someone to share it with that didn't have genes with at least 25% similarity as yours, or even those without similarity but are called "tita", "tito", "ninang", "ninong", "friend", etc, etc. But is it really necessary?

seriously, i've thought about this year after year (excluding the years with active kembolar status. hehehe) and i've always come up with the same cliche answer that doesn't seem to make me feel any better.

what is the answer? ayoko nga ishare! hahahaha :p

anyhoos. then again, Christmas shouldn't really be about people, right? it's about a Savior who baby-fied Himself and came out all bloody and tiny and crying from His earth mom's reproductive system in a dirty, smelly, unsanitary stable filled with animals of all sorts and sizes who was visited by some unknown shepherds and three wise guys who followed an inexplicably large star shining as if it owned the entire night sky. and let's not forget the battalion of flying creatures in glowing white attire with halos and wings (duh, kasi nga flying) singing of the baby Savior's birth.

ah yes, humility in its purest form.

so Christmas is about being saved. and Christmas is about being humble. and Christmas is all about that kind of love that makes someone want to sacrifice something/someone so important to oneself.

so this also means Christmas is about forgiving. and that Christmas is about sharing. and that Christmas is about sacrificing. and Christmas is all love and no war.

so, yeah, all these things kinda just overshadow the dread of a yet-again-cold Christmas and the blah feelings elicited by the corny cliche answers. Christmas isn't about me.

it's about Him.

happy CHRISTmas guys 

this really has to be done

maraming bagay ang gusto kong ma-experience bago ako mawala sa mundong ito. ayan ha, mahaba-habang panahon pa naman siguro ang itatagal ko sa mundo, kaya malaking time frame pa. these are some experiences i think everyone should have at one time or another in their lives.

1. maglakad sa C.Park ng Christmastime tapos gabi (yung may ilaw-ilaw) na may ka-h.h.

- if you've never been to UPLB ng pasko then you won't know what i'm talking about. to those who have, i'm sure you know what i mean. hindi ba kayo nagagandagan talaga dun sa atmosphere na nakecreate ng Christmas lights at yellow lights? ang landi landi lang. siyempre, dapat may picturan din. :)

2. mabigyan ng boquet of roses

- i'm a girl and i love flowers.

3. makipagsuntukan at manalo

- i find the mechanics, the mindplay, and the sheer barbarian-ness (anung tamang adjective ba?!) of a fistfight very interesting. although hindi ko maaappreciate ang mga bukol, bangas, at pasa na makukuha ko, maliligayahan ako sa pagkapanalo.

4. makaperfect ng exam sa med school

- nagawa ko na ito nung elem, high school, at undergrad. sana ngayon din. hay... effort.

5. makapunta sa france, italy, spain, at maldives

- para lang malandi

6. malibot ang buong Pilipinas

- siyempre, gusto ko naman matuklasan kung gano kaganda ang Pilipinas, kahit super chaka na siya tingnan sa mata ng mundo

7. makakanta sa isang Harvest Crusade

- ang sarap ng pakiramdam that you get to share Jesus in the way you know best, and the way i know best is through singing. kahit hindi ako super galing, gusto ko parin :)

8. makatulong sa pagdadala ng isang tao kay Christ

- start making a difference in the world by making a difference to one person

9. makipaghabulan sa ulanan with someone special (who could it be? this job's too big for you and me...)

- by the way, the parenthetical is from Higglytown Heroes, the kids show sa disney channel. there is something very romantic and pretty about the rain.

10. makapagpapublish ng isang libro

- i've always loved writing.. :)

yun na muna. masyado mushy yung iba.

the 2009 wishlist

so, yeah, kakapost ko lang nung mga kaganapan sa wishlist ko last year. dahil magpapasko na, ipopost ko din ang wishlist ko for this year :)

1. arm band for iPod touch

- nangangarap kasi akong mag-jog ng hindi iniisip na baka malaglag si iPod. i already have the thing for my shoes (thank you po tatay!). so.. para athletic. chos.

2. yung orange leather-bound Bible na may free na journal na kasama (nakita ko ito sa PCBS)

- my old Bible has become too big to bring around. although may Bible naman ako sa ipot e mas masaya yung pwede mo i-highlight ng pen yung texts na magaganda. diba? and the journal, please, JOURNAL YUN.

3. spacepen or a parker jotter na black or green yung kulay ng casing

- i think every pen addict should own one. siyempre, pag mayaman na ang mundo saka pa pwede magkaron nung mas mahal na mga bolpen.

4. nike + shoes na pambabae in yellow green

- para may partner yung console ng ipod ko. hehe.

5. planner

- kahit anung planner na notebook-sized, wag na yung pocket sized kasi madali mawala at kapos sa space. hindi ko na kasi mahabol yung sa starbucks dahil hindi ako nagpupunta. hehe.

6. cd ng albertine ni brooke fraser pati ng mga album ng paramore at ni (gasp!) demi lovato

- i'm a girl and i lurve music. ang mangelam papaslangin.

7. yung experiencing God devotional

- by henry blackaby. let's grow in faith friends :)

8. acoustic-electric guitar

- mas masarap mag-worship at kumanta kapag may tugtog. am teaching myself how to play. hehe, sana yung malambot ang strings, kasi mahirap mag bar chords.

9. sketchpad and staedtler or faber castell pencils

- gotta work on the art skills dude :)

10. yung malaking mahabang unan

- for happy sleeping times

11. booklight

- for the times i gotta study but my sisters need to sleep

12. cardigan

- i have jackets and sweaters but i don't have a cardigan. kailangan din natin fumashion. hahahaha chaka.

13. cello or bass guitar lessons

- please please please please please???

14. flowers

- gerbera, roses, jasmine, stargazer, hibiscus, carnation... flowers :)

15. water jug

- hindi yung mga coleman na bitbit namin dati nung elementary. chaka yun. yung mga maliliit lang na water bottle para may dala kong tubig sa school :)

16. shoulder bag na pwede lagyan ng 15.3" na laptop

- in a wonderfully kikay color sana. with straps that don't bite into your shoulders. and a zipper, so that all my stuff won't be extruded without warning.

17. RayBan aviator sunglasses

- yung mukang pambubuyog pero ang cool cool at magmumuka ka talagang shushal. hahaha, pero kahit hindi rayban. kahit yung mga cheapangga lang, carry :)

18. yung makabagong highlighter ng dongA

- basta yung hindi felt-tipped? have you seen it sa national bookstore? it's so coooooool

19. arsenal football jersey

- go arsenal :)

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hope you find time to make your wishlist too :)

happy Christmas season guys :)

wishlist :)

before i make my wishlist this year, gusto kong i-review yung mga wishlist na nagawa ko na previously. i think i only made 1 kaya carry lang :)

i love seeing God's creativity and His greatness. kahit sa mga bagay na kasing petty ng mga nasa wishlist ko :)

wishlist for december 2008.

1. 4g iPod Nano

- well, i didn't get an iPod nano. pero i got an iPod touch. so i'm not complaining.

2. Nokia 5610 or Samsung U900

- 5610 still good in my hands 

3. LIBRO!

- i bought myself a meg cabot book ngayong june. and someone gave me a cecilia ahern book. so it's all smiles 

4. picture kasama si victor basa

- this is till in the process of becoming. hehehe.

5. converse chuck taylor all star sequins in black

- wala parin, saving up for it :)

6. roses

- wala parin.

7. the red scholl pumps i saw in thailand

- i don't think they make it anymore. oh well. so many shoes, so little money.

8. perfect-fitting jeans

- siguro kailangan customized to. so, yeah, wala pa.

9. cash for the kids in tadlac

- am trying to help my mom's efforts. slowly but surely, magkakaron na 

10. pahinga

- i have come to the realization that rest only comes fully when we die. pero yung periodic rests in between bouts of weakness, yes, i have found them countless times :)

5 of 10. not bad.

thanks papa God :)

Unlimited

Anung ligaya ang natamasa ng sambayanang (kabataang) Pilipinas nung nagkaron ng unlimited texting ang mga nangungunang network providers ng cellphone. Todo benta naman sa mga providers yun kasi paniguradong sangkaterba ang magreregister sa promos nila diba? Siyempre pati ako nakiregister na sa mga unlimited texting. Nung una mejo anga-anga pa ako. Hindi ko kasi feel mag-unli dati nung bagong labas, summer yun bago ako mag-first year college. Pero, dahil sa mga 'di maiiwasang pangyayari, napa-unli din ako. At, siyempre, hanggang ngayon nagamit parin ako ng unli. :)

Maraming magandang maidudulot sa mundo ang pagiging unlimited ng mga bagay. Isipin niyo, kung unlimited ang pera e di sobrang developed na siguro ng mundo natin. Kung unlimited ang pagkain e di walang magugutom. Kung unlimited ang internet ang dali mag-communicate. Kung unlimited ang natural resources e di sobrang thriving ng mundo. Kung unlimited ang oras natin at energy sobrang dami nating pwedeng maaccomplish!

E siyempre may masama din naman sa unlimited.

Kung unlimited ang pera hindi matututo ang taong magin kuntento. Kung unlimited ang pagkain e di siguro ang dami dami nang obese at may mga lifestyle diseases ngayon. Kung unlimited ang internet e di sobrang daming estudyante nang hindi nag-aral kasi puro pesbuk ang inaatupag. Kung unlimited ang natural resources e di hindi tayo natutong mag-alaga. At kung unlimited ang oras at energy hindi natin matututunan iappreciate ang little things in life.

Pero may isang bagay na narealize kong tunay na masayang maging unlimited. Kapag unlimited to, pwede mong balikan in a sense ang kabataan mo at ang maraming mga notable at mahalagang pangyayari sa buhay mo. Kung ang bagay na ito ay unlimited, magiging madali na para sa maraming tao na mag-release ng tensyon at stress. Ang pag-unlimitize (may word bang ganun?) ng bagay na ito ay magdudulot ng mundo-mundong kaligayahan sa mga taong katulad kong nais lang namang mag-de-stress sa maraming pagkakataon.

Anung iaunli ko lagi, given the chance?

VIDEOKE!!!!!

loser

i didn't mean to let you go. i never meant to hurt you.

i miss you. i miss all of you. i miss the stories you tell me, no matter how academic.

i miss your little songs and your little shows. i miss your presentations and the images you show me.

i just miss you. and i wish i could have you back, i wish i could have all of you back.

but i can't. you've changed. they changed you...

they changed you...

they changed your...

they changed your hard drive. now i can never see my files. i can never see my stories. i can never hear my music. and i can never see my videos and pictures.

arg.

eto ang talagang latest analogy on love

sa mga taong kilala na ako LB palang, alam niyong mejo anga-anga akong tumawid. so you cam imagine how hard a time i'm having crossing the wildly overflowing streets of metro manila.

nagdinner kami nila doc ate shawi at theola nung thursday sa rob ermita. malayo ito sa dorm ko, which is in intramuros. si ate shawi nakatira lang sa PGH, beside rob. si theola naman, ilang hakbang lang, nakauwi na. so mag-isa akong nagbiyahe pabalik. don't get me wrong, hindi naman malayo ang biyahe. parang UPLB campus lang hanggang rhoda's. ang biggest difference lang talaga ay ang PAGTAWID.

so, anyway, to cut the story short, dumating ako sa may city hall, yung lugar kung san ako bababa. kaso hindi sa may sidewalk naandar yung jip, kundi SA GITNA NG KALSADA. isipin niyo nalang kung ganong kabilog ang mata ko nung narealize ko ito. anyhose, mabuti nalang at naka-stop ang mga sasakyan. kung hindi talaga e nagbuwis ako ng buhay dun sa kalsadang yun sa pakikipag-patintero sa mga sasakyan.

so. asan dito ang analogy ng love? ganito yan:

ang mga tao, iba-iba ng pacing sa pagmamahal. may ibang taong go lang ng go, kahit maraming sasakyang pwedeng makabangga. hindi nila iniinda ang mga pwedeng makaaksidente sa kanila at ang mga pwedeng makapigil sa kanila, basta go lang ng go. meron namang iba na wala talagang alam, tipong kailangan may kasama pa forever bago gumawa ng kahit ano.

pero sa mga katulad ko na cautious lamang (nakanaman ^_^), kailangan naman talagang maging cautious, no? look left, look right, look left, look right (repeat hanggang mapagod). magandang tumawid kapag nakatigil ang traffic, kasi nakatigil yung mga babangga at haharang. ok lang din tumawid kung malayo-layo pa ang mga sasakyan. pwede rin namang mag-feeling kang traffic enforcer at patigilin mo sila para hindi ka banggain.

pero ang pinakamasarap na pagtawid ay yung kapag walang sasakyan sa kalsadang dadaanan. diba? :)

Circulatory System

Heart, blood vessels

histo: respiratory system

basal cells, olfactory cells, sustentacular/supporting cells, goblet cells

structures ng respiratory system

luluha ka sa tuwa

Hindi ko napigilang i-repost ang bagay na ito dahil talaga namang namilog ang mata ko at nasaktan ako sa pagbabasa. nawa'y makuha niyo ang mga dapat makuha mula dito. credit to janine reyes na nagpost nito sa fezbook at tinag ako. ito ang pinakamalaking winner ng araw na ito.

F R I E N D S T E R.


1) Ayumi

Occupation: student

Companies: rockers companies! [weh. weh lang talaga. poser ka amp.]

Hobby: chating!! [as in the sound effects. you know... chating! chating!]

wants to meet "pretty girls!! only!! hehes!!" [bat kaya "hehes"? baka kasi plural kasi madami ung tawa nya. shyet.]

2) -GEniE Lou-

aBouT me???? A persOn wHo is veRy conservative, have positive outlook in lyf, suMtyms I brEak pRomises dat can cause someone angry w/ me... [can you promise to speak in english?? can you?? can you??] im very productive person... everytime i do some task or deeds i will make a plan 1st b4 i go 4 it. im very fond! [oh gawd, she's fond!] in listening 2 musizzzz im da type of person dat tells frankly [Tells Frankly what? What!? Anong sinabi mo kay Frankly!?!?]

who i want to meet?????? so there it goes... [where?? where does it go?] *a person dat can give advices 2 me f i want some support. i mostly hate person nga snobbish kau* [kawawa naman si person. snobbish kasi e. yan. hate ka na nya]

3) jOnah-nUevE 'kikAy fOe RiL'

Companies: oN mAh hiStOry.. wYL i WAs On A mAll hOppiNg... [kawawang mall. inapakan.] sUmvody GAve mE A stArstruck fOrM... [sumvody. lufit.] HAhA! itz kinDA wEiRD.... wAtZ uP wit dAt huH? [Kelangan daw ng comic relief eh...]

4) -aNnA-

MaArtE,SEnSItive, SuPlAdITa, FRiEnDly, fAshiOnIStA, KikAy, AtTraCtiVe AnD EveRytHinG NiCE THaT Was Me!! [Ibig sabihin, nagbago na sia...] MaTaLinO (ThEReS No OnE IN THiS WoRLd hAs stUpId MiNDs) [Weh...di nga?] mAaRte aKo PeRo InDi AkO mAlAnDE-jUZ DOn'T EvEr jUdGe Me cOz yOu dONt mE aT AlL.... [I don't you...you don't me...we don't each other...word deletion's in nowadays] AND ..... YoU MuZ ReMEmBeR eVeRYtHinGs hAs a reAsONS [bkt ayaw mo tigilan ang S!!!] ..... DoNt! DArE mE COz YoU DoNt knOw wHaT CaN I dO SoMe peopLe dOnT UnDErSTaNd WhAT Is my aTtItUde BUt dOnT JuDgE aNyOnE... i pRoTeCT my fRieNdS...aNd pRoTeCt YoUrs [so wait.. you're gonna protect MY FRIENDS too?? LABO.]

5) catherine joyii

Affiliations: Catholic [yun lang. bow.]

"dont lyk pipol hu r very: PLASTIKS, pa EPAL, LIARS and anything na mga BAD ATTITUDE I like hu r vry gud...!!! "and if u want me to ur friend, jaz aDD me uP" [nakakaiyak.]

6) alexandra rose sobida

About Her: long hair, bolding eyes [OH YES. bolding eyes are VERY attractive.], red lips and long life [HA?!.]

Who She Wants to Meet: a spiecial boy in my hole life forever and ever [sana typo ung "hole". sana.]

7) maria princesa

caption ng picture: "am i look good" [patay tayo jan!]

Affiliations: An roman catholic [religion ang nilagay sa affiliation count: 2]

Favorite TV Shows: OPHRA [OF-RA.]

About Her: Me......... hmmmmmm ...... simpl! e and always happy....... . i know you've get it... wants to meet "somebody who has a sense of humor and simple gets" [webster must be spinning in his grave.]

8) lito

Companies: wa lang. im just in the class room seating on my chair and flerting with gurls....... [Flert pla si pare...angas!]

TV Shows: Whos line is that? and teleseryes

About him: I am a 19 year old strait guy, and i love doing creative stuff and having fun.... entering personal relationships with girls and guys even gays is okey with me as long as they are mature and responsible enough to hundle [hundle baga.] a relationship. By the way!!! before, I was against bisexual relationships en even sexual intercoarses [Magaspang bro...] between same sexes, that was me before that memorable night happen to me when i was in 4th year highschool.. .. [Namakla pa amp...]

9) lady biolente [biolente bro...biolente.]

caption ng picture: "it's meh,panget koh d2 bat kya!!! hehehe" [Hmm... bakit nga kaya?]

Occupation: collage student [Bagong course. COLLAGING.]

About her: ahm.......about meeh!!!??? ATTITUDE? kind,suplada minsan.. pro most of da tym mabait meeeh..., makulit, lagi na nka-smyl ngaun... talented pa! i can dance. i can sing....i can fly basta ba my wings, eh...he!he!he! OUTLOOK? syempre maganda,noh! alangan nmn laitin k ang sarili koh... [alam kaya nia ibig sabihin ng 'outlook?'] height koh? 5'3'' ASSET KOH? my legs sbi nila.... taken na meehh....... ...should I say yes!? [ha? SAAN KA MAGYEYES?!]

10) Geneveve

Hobbies: watcing tv

About her: beutiful and honest

wants to meet... i want ta meet people is simple only [dazzit...]

11) christopher

Hobbies: lapping trip [Lap dancer?]; tambay; sound trip; gumala

My Looks: punkiztah [poseur 101]

12) masaaki

Hobbies and Interests: play guitar and to be band [Yun lang...to be band?]

About Him: cOoL... taLL.... sMarT.... & mO$t oF th! aT tRuth LovEr..... [Ayaw ng sinungaling] ha..ha...ha. ...ha.... .ha..... eVerythiNgs' trUth [Weh...di nga?]

13) gummibear

About Me:"im kaRReL.. iM a giRL hu oLweZ waNa b HappY buT jSt cnT b! I cAn eiTHer b sEriouS oR siLLy... liBeraTed,,fuN. .no worrieS.. iM a prActiCal woMan n I eiTHer Lose mY heart dAN my bRaiNS.. it'S harD 2 piCk uP d piEceS oF my liFe..,, veRy comPlicaTed. . buT noT noW.. i dNt bLiV iN dEsTinY iM abouT reALiTy., uR liFE iS in uR hAnds//// so uR d 1 hu coMpLicaTe iT...." [Putcha, pag naintindihan nio to...award.]

14) maricel

Favorite Book: The Purpose Driven in life [oh yes. i read that too. purpose driven in life. cool.]M! usic: fashions About Me: i'm maricel.. who loves serving the Lord...i love dancing.. singing... going beaches... outings.. goin out.. window shopping..

15) Breeks

Favorite Music: stay w/ cushe, the day u said gudnyt w/ hale, kahit pa w/ hale again, specialy 4 u w/ MYMP, tell me y it herts [it HERTS! god it herts!] w/ MYMP again, love moves in mysteriuos ways w/ NINA ehehehe!!!About Me: im a person n siryoso pro happy ksm en i dont like sa mga pipol n plastik gus2 ko ung dldl pro my sen ce ung cnsabi en real... im sure n mag kksundo tyo!!! Practically i want pretty girls but honestly i like mostly girls who are nice to accompany [accompany where?] and not malandi ...waaaaah i hope i cud fyn special one !!! [Fyn.]

16) Anthony

Affiliations: hardcore serial killer/frustrated assassin, computer addict [Nakupo mag-ingat kau rito...di lang sia twisted, di nia p alm kung ano ung affiliation]

Favorite Movie: Harry Potter all the movies that were already shown and including the one's that is still being made

Favorite Music: alternative, rock, mellow, pop, kahit ano basta hale o cueshe [you be the judge of this one] About Me: im just a person who sit's silently on one corner [Sabi sa inio twisted eh]

17) -pRettY cAng-

"me?? im just a simple girl... hmmm... sometimes im othistic" [Umamin na... nakaka OTHISTIC den ung spelling mo haha]

"when it comes to my character, i reflect myself as a conforming one because i have tested myself of doing things which anticipated to be done." [.... hand me that aspirin.]

18) SheZzO GraniTy

Hometown: AurOrA wEr CrimE iS OrGaniZeD En ThA RuLe 2 FoLLoW [IT'S OVER!!! World Heavyweight Champion of the World!!!]

Schools: sTa.cLarA wEr pLenTy oF mUrdErEr OccUrS [so. what murderer occured now?]

Affiliations: ThuG BaLLa bAbY oF kArEn rOsE [tama na koya...]

About Me: i CamE FrOm a SmaLL TowN wEr oL ThA GenGsTerS- kiLLahZ- DruG DeaLahZ- YounG bLoOdS- LiVin aLonE AnD biG TyM SinDiCaTe ArE OcCurS [Ano ba!? Are occurs! Are occurs! OCCURS!!!]

19) -lil LiZ-:

"rOcKeRz!! n pUnKz!!!! ASTIG!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!" [Still in Poseur 101 guys]

Affiliations: tEnNaGe LiFe!! [TENNAGE! Pag lumagpas na sa sampu ung age mo...pero bkt sa Affiliation nilagay?]

Favorite Movies: chukie 1 and 2 [CHUKIE!!! Mali n nga ung title, mali p pangalan nung bida]

20) -'kEiXi'-

Hometown: nAVOetAst [Bkt kc pinpaarte p ung spelling eh...]

About Me: aqOuh?.. cHimPle LAng [chimple...patay.] .. bUT cAn maKE yUr hEAd tURn [mala-Exorcist bro] ,, *HoTcHiC**sEXy dAw..cHAvii nG mGAh fWEnDz qEw [Malamang talo sa Spelling bee to] .. sVi qEw nAMn.. mAdAnDa aqEw.. maArTE?/..sObra ** hiHi.. nDi mHEii mAarTE.. kAla nYOuh lAng yUn,, kSHi cHigURo .. yU fOUnd mE.. wEAriNg uNiqUe eAriNgs..USing mAkEuP.. oWeYs lOoKing mY fACe in tHE mirror.. mAarTE bAh yUN?

who i want to meet: "xA aCcoUnt qEw..kHit cHiNU pwEde.. kHit ikA'y mUkhang .. tAtaNgAPEn kiTAh bsTAh bAH TEZti cOUh aAhh" [Yun eh! Testimonial pala ang habol]

21) PrEtty StEpS IV

Affiliations: vOLLeYBaLL pLaYeR, cOLLeGe sTuDeNt, pARt tiMe MoDeL (iN MAHdReaMZ) ChEEr DanCER & UR fRiEnDLiEsT nEiGhBoR iN ToWn [Lumaki sa Sesame Street bro.]

"I wud nEver faLL again fOr soMeOne he's hEad oVer heeLs wiTh iN Comes To A rELATIONShIP I am faiTHfuL aNd sweet I haTes aNd curSes pLayErs I am eMoTioNaL, I lisTens to My mind buT I stiLL foLLows My heart someone U Can tRUsT On

THANK YOU FOR PATRONIZING MY FRIENDSTER ACCOUNT LOVE YOU ALL [Yun eh...ta-artits]


22) -sTaY ovErLoaD-

Hometown: TaGuiG..ThE FLazE To bEE..MaHoGanY [THE FLAZE!!!]

Occupation: boniFiEd and cErTiFied HeavEn ringEr..aLpha MaN.. [WHAT ARE YOU SAYING?!] Affiliations: aFiLL-FuLL and ThuguFuLL..ThEY r grEaT jusT 4 onE nigHT buT iM grEaT evErY nigHT!! [yun eh...bro affiliations plang tau...]

23) Jean

Affiliations: Cristianity [religion ang nilagay sa affiliation count: 3]

Who I Want to Meet: "be always respect the universal trademark clan within the highest organization" [WHAT. ARE. YOU. SAYING.]


24) adora

"ME...a simple GOD creature, a high climber (Feeling unggoy.) & aggressive person, i want a new clothes, books.....some of my other descriptions are---->friendly, jealousy, cute, honest..." [JEALOUSY? a, kasi FRIENDLY. k. got it.]

"i love spaghetty"

Who I Want to Meet: A CUTE PERSON..and i hate a person who has a BAD IMAGE like being ignored, finishing second, hand-me-downs, waiting, LIAR, forgetfullnes, haste, feeling ignorant, vulgarity, ugliness, being pressured, LOUD ARGUMENTS & MAKING PROMISES.. [..................................]

25) giriz

Affiliations: Bsta Nilalang sa EarTh pro luv c God (Ang labo nga nman kasi ng salitang Affiliations!)

"i like" play badminton."

"I was born: in Earth!!!" [uyy...papatawa sia...]
"I dont juge the book by its cover I read it first" [sige na nga tawa na kame...]

luluha ka sa tuwa

Hindi ko napigilang i-repost ang bagay na ito dahil talaga namang namilog ang mata ko at nasaktan ako sa pagbabasa. nawa'y makuha niyo ang mga dapat makuha mula dito. credit to janine reyes na nagpost nito sa fezbook at tinag ako. ito ang pinakamalaking winner ng araw na ito.

F R I E N D S T E R.


1) Ayumi

Occupation: student

Companies: rockers companies! [weh. weh lang talaga. poser ka amp.]

Hobby: chating!! [as in the sound effects. you know... chating! chating!]

wants to meet "pretty girls!! only!! hehes!!" [bat kaya "hehes"? baka kasi plural kasi madami ung tawa nya. shyet.]

2) -GEniE Lou-

aBouT me???? A persOn wHo is veRy conservative, have positive outlook in lyf, suMtyms I brEak pRomises dat can cause someone angry w/ me... [can you promise to speak in english?? can you?? can you??] im very productive person... everytime i do some task or deeds i will make a plan 1st b4 i go 4 it. im very fond! [oh gawd, she's fond!] in listening 2 musizzzz im da type of person dat tells frankly [Tells Frankly what? What!? Anong sinabi mo kay Frankly!?!?]

who i want to meet?????? so there it goes... [where?? where does it go?] *a person dat can give advices 2 me f i want some support. i mostly hate person nga snobbish kau* [kawawa naman si person. snobbish kasi e. yan. hate ka na nya]

3) jOnah-nUevE 'kikAy fOe RiL'

Companies: oN mAh hiStOry.. wYL i WAs On A mAll hOppiNg... [kawawang mall. inapakan.] sUmvody GAve mE A stArstruck fOrM... [sumvody. lufit.] HAhA! itz kinDA wEiRD.... wAtZ uP wit dAt huH? [Kelangan daw ng comic relief eh...]

4) -aNnA-

MaArtE,SEnSItive, SuPlAdITa, FRiEnDly, fAshiOnIStA, KikAy, AtTraCtiVe AnD EveRytHinG NiCE THaT Was Me!! [Ibig sabihin, nagbago na sia...] MaTaLinO (ThEReS No OnE IN THiS WoRLd hAs stUpId MiNDs) [Weh...di nga?] mAaRte aKo PeRo InDi AkO mAlAnDE-jUZ DOn'T EvEr jUdGe Me cOz yOu dONt mE aT AlL.... [I don't you...you don't me...we don't each other...word deletion's in nowadays] AND ..... YoU MuZ ReMEmBeR eVeRYtHinGs hAs a reAsONS [bkt ayaw mo tigilan ang S!!!] ..... DoNt! DArE mE COz YoU DoNt knOw wHaT CaN I dO SoMe peopLe dOnT UnDErSTaNd WhAT Is my aTtItUde BUt dOnT JuDgE aNyOnE... i pRoTeCT my fRieNdS...aNd pRoTeCt YoUrs [so wait.. you're gonna protect MY FRIENDS too?? LABO.]

5) catherine joyii

Affiliations: Catholic [yun lang. bow.]

"dont lyk pipol hu r very: PLASTIKS, pa EPAL, LIARS and anything na mga BAD ATTITUDE I like hu r vry gud...!!! "and if u want me to ur friend, jaz aDD me uP" [nakakaiyak.]

6) alexandra rose sobida

About Her: long hair, bolding eyes [OH YES. bolding eyes are VERY attractive.], red lips and long life [HA?!.]

Who She Wants to Meet: a spiecial boy in my hole life forever and ever [sana typo ung "hole". sana.]

7) maria princesa

caption ng picture: "am i look good" [patay tayo jan!]

Affiliations: An roman catholic [religion ang nilagay sa affiliation count: 2]

Favorite TV Shows: OPHRA [OF-RA.]

About Her: Me......... hmmmmmm ...... simpl! e and always happy....... . i know you've get it... wants to meet "somebody who has a sense of humor and simple gets" [webster must be spinning in his grave.]

8) lito

Companies: wa lang. im just in the class room seating on my chair and flerting with gurls....... [Flert pla si pare...angas!]

TV Shows: Whos line is that? and teleseryes

About him: I am a 19 year old strait guy, and i love doing creative stuff and having fun.... entering personal relationships with girls and guys even gays is okey with me as long as they are mature and responsible enough to hundle [hundle baga.] a relationship. By the way!!! before, I was against bisexual relationships en even sexual intercoarses [Magaspang bro...] between same sexes, that was me before that memorable night happen to me when i was in 4th year highschool.. .. [Namakla pa amp...]

9) lady biolente [biolente bro...biolente.]

caption ng picture: "it's meh,panget koh d2 bat kya!!! hehehe" [Hmm... bakit nga kaya?]

Occupation: collage student [Bagong course. COLLAGING.]

About her: ahm.......about meeh!!!??? ATTITUDE? kind,suplada minsan.. pro most of da tym mabait meeeh..., makulit, lagi na nka-smyl ngaun... talented pa! i can dance. i can sing....i can fly basta ba my wings, eh...he!he!he! OUTLOOK? syempre maganda,noh! alangan nmn laitin k ang sarili koh... [alam kaya nia ibig sabihin ng 'outlook?'] height koh? 5'3'' ASSET KOH? my legs sbi nila.... taken na meehh....... ...should I say yes!? [ha? SAAN KA MAGYEYES?!]

10) Geneveve

Hobbies: watcing tv

About her: beutiful and honest

wants to meet... i want ta meet people is simple only [dazzit...]

11) christopher

Hobbies: lapping trip [Lap dancer?]; tambay; sound trip; gumala

My Looks: punkiztah [poseur 101]

12) masaaki

Hobbies and Interests: play guitar and to be band [Yun lang...to be band?]

About Him: cOoL... taLL.... sMarT.... & mO$t oF th! aT tRuth LovEr..... [Ayaw ng sinungaling] ha..ha...ha. ...ha.... .ha..... eVerythiNgs' trUth [Weh...di nga?]

13) gummibear

About Me:"im kaRReL.. iM a giRL hu oLweZ waNa b HappY buT jSt cnT b! I cAn eiTHer b sEriouS oR siLLy... liBeraTed,,fuN. .no worrieS.. iM a prActiCal woMan n I eiTHer Lose mY heart dAN my bRaiNS.. it'S harD 2 piCk uP d piEceS oF my liFe..,, veRy comPlicaTed. . buT noT noW.. i dNt bLiV iN dEsTinY iM abouT reALiTy., uR liFE iS in uR hAnds//// so uR d 1 hu coMpLicaTe iT...." [Putcha, pag naintindihan nio to...award.]

14) maricel

Favorite Book: The Purpose Driven in life [oh yes. i read that too. purpose driven in life. cool.]M! usic: fashions About Me: i'm maricel.. who loves serving the Lord...i love dancing.. singing... going beaches... outings.. goin out.. window shopping..

15) Breeks

Favorite Music: stay w/ cushe, the day u said gudnyt w/ hale, kahit pa w/ hale again, specialy 4 u w/ MYMP, tell me y it herts [it HERTS! god it herts!] w/ MYMP again, love moves in mysteriuos ways w/ NINA ehehehe!!!About Me: im a person n siryoso pro happy ksm en i dont like sa mga pipol n plastik gus2 ko ung dldl pro my sen ce ung cnsabi en real... im sure n mag kksundo tyo!!! Practically i want pretty girls but honestly i like mostly girls who are nice to accompany [accompany where?] and not malandi ...waaaaah i hope i cud fyn special one !!! [Fyn.]

16) Anthony

Affiliations: hardcore serial killer/frustrated assassin, computer addict [Nakupo mag-ingat kau rito...di lang sia twisted, di nia p alm kung ano ung affiliation]

Favorite Movie: Harry Potter all the movies that were already shown and including the one's that is still being made

Favorite Music: alternative, rock, mellow, pop, kahit ano basta hale o cueshe [you be the judge of this one] About Me: im just a person who sit's silently on one corner [Sabi sa inio twisted eh]

17) -pRettY cAng-

"me?? im just a simple girl... hmmm... sometimes im othistic" [Umamin na... nakaka OTHISTIC den ung spelling mo haha]

"when it comes to my character, i reflect myself as a conforming one because i have tested myself of doing things which anticipated to be done." [.... hand me that aspirin.]

18) SheZzO GraniTy

Hometown: AurOrA wEr CrimE iS OrGaniZeD En ThA RuLe 2 FoLLoW [IT'S OVER!!! World Heavyweight Champion of the World!!!]

Schools: sTa.cLarA wEr pLenTy oF mUrdErEr OccUrS [so. what murderer occured now?]

Affiliations: ThuG BaLLa bAbY oF kArEn rOsE [tama na koya...]

About Me: i CamE FrOm a SmaLL TowN wEr oL ThA GenGsTerS- kiLLahZ- DruG DeaLahZ- YounG bLoOdS- LiVin aLonE AnD biG TyM SinDiCaTe ArE OcCurS [Ano ba!? Are occurs! Are occurs! OCCURS!!!]

19) -lil LiZ-:

"rOcKeRz!! n pUnKz!!!! ASTIG!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!" [Still in Poseur 101 guys]

Affiliations: tEnNaGe LiFe!! [TENNAGE! Pag lumagpas na sa sampu ung age mo...pero bkt sa Affiliation nilagay?]

Favorite Movies: chukie 1 and 2 [CHUKIE!!! Mali n nga ung title, mali p pangalan nung bida]

20) -'kEiXi'-

Hometown: nAVOetAst [Bkt kc pinpaarte p ung spelling eh...]

About Me: aqOuh?.. cHimPle LAng [chimple...patay.] .. bUT cAn maKE yUr hEAd tURn [mala-Exorcist bro] ,, *HoTcHiC**sEXy dAw..cHAvii nG mGAh fWEnDz qEw [Malamang talo sa Spelling bee to] .. sVi qEw nAMn.. mAdAnDa aqEw.. maArTE?/..sObra ** hiHi.. nDi mHEii mAarTE.. kAla nYOuh lAng yUn,, kSHi cHigURo .. yU fOUnd mE.. wEAriNg uNiqUe eAriNgs..USing mAkEuP.. oWeYs lOoKing mY fACe in tHE mirror.. mAarTE bAh yUN?

who i want to meet: "xA aCcoUnt qEw..kHit cHiNU pwEde.. kHit ikA'y mUkhang .. tAtaNgAPEn kiTAh bsTAh bAH TEZti cOUh aAhh" [Yun eh! Testimonial pala ang habol]

21) PrEtty StEpS IV

Affiliations: vOLLeYBaLL pLaYeR, cOLLeGe sTuDeNt, pARt tiMe MoDeL (iN MAHdReaMZ) ChEEr DanCER & UR fRiEnDLiEsT nEiGhBoR iN ToWn [Lumaki sa Sesame Street bro.]

"I wud nEver faLL again fOr soMeOne he's hEad oVer heeLs wiTh iN Comes To A rELATIONShIP I am faiTHfuL aNd sweet I haTes aNd curSes pLayErs I am eMoTioNaL, I lisTens to My mind buT I stiLL foLLows My heart someone U Can tRUsT On

THANK YOU FOR PATRONIZING MY FRIENDSTER ACCOUNT LOVE YOU ALL [Yun eh...ta-artits]


22) -sTaY ovErLoaD-

Hometown: TaGuiG..ThE FLazE To bEE..MaHoGanY [THE FLAZE!!!]

Occupation: boniFiEd and cErTiFied HeavEn ringEr..aLpha MaN.. [WHAT ARE YOU SAYING?!] Affiliations: aFiLL-FuLL and ThuguFuLL..ThEY r grEaT jusT 4 onE nigHT buT iM grEaT evErY nigHT!! [yun eh...bro affiliations plang tau...]

23) Jean

Affiliations: Cristianity [religion ang nilagay sa affiliation count: 3]

Who I Want to Meet: "be always respect the universal trademark clan within the highest organization" [WHAT. ARE. YOU. SAYING.]


24) adora

"ME...a simple GOD creature, a high climber (Feeling unggoy.) & aggressive person, i want a new clothes, books.....some of my other descriptions are---->friendly, jealousy, cute, honest..." [JEALOUSY? a, kasi FRIENDLY. k. got it.]

"i love spaghetty"

Who I Want to Meet: A CUTE PERSON..and i hate a person who has a BAD IMAGE like being ignored, finishing second, hand-me-downs, waiting, LIAR, forgetfullnes, haste, feeling ignorant, vulgarity, ugliness, being pressured, LOUD ARGUMENTS & MAKING PROMISES.. [..................................]

25) giriz

Affiliations: Bsta Nilalang sa EarTh pro luv c God (Ang labo nga nman kasi ng salitang Affiliations!)

"i like" play badminton."

"I was born: in Earth!!!" [uyy...papatawa sia...]
"I dont juge the book by its cover I read it first" [sige na nga tawa na kame...]

eh ano naman kung maraming pictures?

yeah

eto ang buhay medisina

ang walang humpay na section C.
mabuhay classmates :)
kayo ang mga pampatanggal stress

seven million words to say, which of them matters

left cortex to right cortex to cranial nerve to effector muscle.
effector muscle complies but just barely.
she forces effector to move and let her speak.
effector muscle complies but just barely.

she pleads, she cries, she wills.
effector muscle complies. finally.
effector moves, effector gives way.
then she pleads, she cries, she wills
effector muscle to stop.

please stop.
i've seven million words to say.
i've different versions of the same thing
and you don't need to know each one.

she crumbles as effector continues
but then of all the times to comply

effector chooses to stop when
the one thing that needs to be said
is to be said.

effector chooses to stop.

in love

i fell in love.

his eyes were dark and mysterious and seemed to tell me to look at him and never look away. his face was as dark and mysterious as his eyes, but it had a certain softness and vulnerability that made me want to run up to him and take him in my arms.

he looked at me. i looked back. the connection was instant, deep, penetrating. and i knew right away that he had captured me.

yes. i am in love. i am head over heels crazy in love with...

...our new puppy popoyboy a.k.a moymoy. ang cute cute cute cuuuuuuuuuute

histo

ilang litrato para sa histo

ilang mga araw sa buhay medisina

moments sa klase ng physio (case con at lab), histo superlong lecture, anatomy with bones, at ang maligayang klase ng neuroana. mabuhay tayo.

p.s. hindi pa ako tapos maglagay ng captions.

epekto ng hayden kho scandal sa aking mga magulang

matagal na since pumutok ang balita tungkol sa video na ginawa ni hayden kho na tunay na mahalay at kakaiba. maraming mga tao at community na affected ng mga pangyayari. medical community, pamilya at personal na buhay ni hayden, si vicki belo, ang pamilya at buhay ni katrina halili, mga kaibigan ng mga nabanggit, ang senado, yung ex-police officer na nagbuhos ng tubig sa ulo ni hayden kho, at marami pang iba. pero ang pinaka hindi ko inaasahang maging apektado sa isyung ito ay...

...(get ready)...

...ang aking mga magulang.

alam kong napapanood nila ang mga pangyayari sa tv. naawa pa nga si nanay nang mabuhusan si hayden kho ng tubig nung si col. or lt. or gen. or whatever na nagsabing naaalala niya kay katrina ang kaniyang anak. si tatay din ganun, at talaga namang nababarubal ang isip niya sa mga ginawa ni hayden. pero hindi yun ang pinakaremarkable na epekto ng scandal sa kanila.

natuklasan ko ito nung june 8, 2009. habang nagmamano ako kay nanay nung gabi dahil kauuwi ko lang, sabi niya sakin tawagin ko daw si tatay na HAYDEN. at nagitla naman ako. sino ba namang anak ang hindi mawiwindang kapag sinabi ito sa iyo ng iyong ina? ipinaliwanag ni nanay ang dahilan ng pinakabagong kabaliwan ni tatay. diumano, nung gabing iyon, nang tawagin niya si tatay para maghapunan, sabi niya "o, HAYDEN, halika na at kakain na."

at ang magiting na sagot ng tatay ko? "Ako nga yun."

halo ang pagtawa at pandidiri at pagkamangha, umakyat ako sa bahay at sabi kay tatay:

"Tay, balita ko kayo daw si HAYDEN."

at ang may halong ngiting sagot ng aking ama:

"Oo beng ako yun!"

WADISDIS. at, may kasamang paghalakhak at pandidiri at pagkagulat at pangingilabot, sabi ko:

"Tay hindi kayo yun! anu ba yan!"

Tatay: "Hindi beng ako nga yun!"

ilang beses pa naming pinagtalunan na hindi nga siya yun, pero ipinagpipilitan talaga ni tatay na siya sa HAYDEN. pero may naalala akong isang alas.

SI CHRISTOPHER DE LEON!

"Tay, akala ko ba si Christopher de Leon ang kamukha niyo?"

akala ko tatabla na dito si tatay at sasaibihin niyang oo nga, hindi pala si HAYDEN ang kamukha ko. BUT THEN AGAIN.

T:"Oo, pero ako muna ngayon si HAYDEN."

PAMBIHIRA! kaya, dahil wala na talaga akong masabi upang mawala ang konseptong ito sa isip ng aking ama, nasabi ko nalang:

"e di si nanay si katrina halili?"

oh no. sabi ni tatay, si nanay daw ay si "VICKI BINGOT."

pambihira.

Photo Album 2009-06-26

date with three of the best people in the world

last barkada date namin before school starts for me, ess and carla. si lelai kasi nagrereview. haha. si dems absent kasi hindi siya makapuntang lb. sadness.

miss ko na kayo agad :)

i think this quiz is right. waw.

i  took a quiz dahil nakita ko sa fezbook. eto results. nakakamangha kasi they're mostly true, pero i don't know about having many admirers hanging off of my arms...

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

****
eto yung website: http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

maliwanag pa ang 6:52 pm

malapit na ang summer solstice, kaya siguro maliwanag pa kahit malapit na mag-7pm. although hindi naman super liwanag na pwede ka pang magbilad upang magpa-tan, maliwanag parin kesa sa usual na parang wala ka nang makikitang kulay kapag 7pm.

huling wednesday ko na sa lb for a long time. mamimiss ko na ang sisig meal sa snack shack poreber. huhuhu. dapat lalabas ako ngayon para kumain kaso 12pm na e wala pang planong kumilos ang katawan ko.

hindi ko pa magawa yung second drama post ko. effort kasi yun. e nakakatamad pa. tse.

yun lang.

babay.

never thought it would happen

*note: kung hindi kayo sanay sa mga seryosong post kong tunay na seryoso, skip this one. drama mode ako. part one of drama mode :)*

it's been... more than four years, i guess. five? six? tagal na, kinalimutan ko na nga eh. kinalimutan niya na din, mas mabilis pa kesa sakin. life has been flowing smoothly for both of us, with the normal hello kapag nagkikita or nagkakasalubong. chikahan pag kailangan, gets niyo? chill nalang talaga. cool na cool. civil siguro, mejo nasa friends level na din.

dumating na ata ako sa lugar sa buhay ko na hindi na ako affected kapag may mga nababalitaan ako sa kaniya. ok na ako eh. ok na talaga ako.

pero ang weird, kasi ngayon naencounter ko siya. ayokong sabihin kung pano. basta naencounter ko siya. tapos affected ako. kadiri lang. narealize kong namimiss ko yung paraan ng pag-uusap at pag-aasaran namin, yung pagiging close namin, kahit saglit lang naman talaga kaming naging close. actually, hindi nga kami super close eh. chill lang, mas close pa kami nila *bleep* at *bleep* kesa sa kaniya eh.

pero darating at darating ka pala talaga dun no? yung parang magrerewind ka tapos maiisip mo na uy dati ganito kayo, dati ganito yung nangyayari, ganung eklavush? pero siyempre, dahil iba na yung ngayon, wala ka nang magagawa.

sa nagtataka, oo, lovelife ang binabanggit ko. hitik na hitik sa adventure ang lovelife ko. yaaaak. noon yun.

pero ang weird lang talaga. wala, naisip ko lang.

*naubos ang dugo ko sa unang seryosong post of two. next time na yung pangalawa. baka maubusan me ng blood!*

sabi ng hangin kanina "woooooooooooo!!!!"

nagising ako this morning to very sunny skies and loud winds. oo, yung tipong maiisip mo na magtotornado na kasi nasipol talaga yung hangin.

malapit nanaman mag-umpisa ang pasukan. masaya ako kasi registered and enrolled na ako. isa na akong ganap na med student. yehey. konting luha, pagod, at dugo nalang doktor na. haha :) excited na akong pumasok pero nakakatakot parin. sino ba namang hindi magugulantang kung orientation palang sasabihin na sayong magbasa ng first five chapters ni bespren guyton dahil magdidiskusyon na sa first session niyo ng physio. sana saniban nalang ako ng kaluluwa ng yumaong si dr. arthur guyton.

sa sunday dun na ko matutulog sa dorm. che! dorm! ngahahaha, housemate ko si ylamarlynlee. kinakabahan ako na excited. first time e. haha :)

at dahil sa PLM ako mag-aaral, excited akong makakita ng artistang magshooshoot. baka sakaling si victor basa mapadpad dun! AAAAAAY! AYLAVET!

hayyyy matatapos nanaman bakasyon. kakasuka. anung nagawa niyo sa bakasyon niyo?

isa lang ang bagay na nangyari sa bakasyon ko.

nagi akong mas mataba. che.

nang sagupain namin ang sta rosa

may 26, 2009.
nag-umpisa sa biosci parking lot. late ako. pero mas late si jyko.
sinundo si matilde sa total sa calamba.
dumiretso sa tahanan nila yamskidude sa sta rosa village.
nagpatila ng ulan.
nag-e.k.
nabasa.
naligayahan.
nag-ingay.
kumain sa jollibee paseo.
at nagstarbucks sa paseo.
at natulog.
at gumising.
at umuwi na me.

magmemed na us. huhu.

p.s. mamaya na ang ibang captions. alis muna me.

funny

it's funny..

when I was a little kid, I dreamed of having my own room in our house. I always had to stay in my parents' room because, simply, there was nowhere else i could stay. Both my sisters had their own rooms and there was no other room left.

then, we renovated our house. bigger upstairs, so i got a room of my own. or so i thought. it turned out i still had to share my room with our ate belen. kinda sucks because i still have to share the room, unlike both my sisters who have rooms to themselves.

but now, the three of us share our parents' floor. hahahaha. yeah, all five of us sleep inside their room. don't know how we got here, but nobody seems to want leave. weird no?

hahahaha. faaaaaaaamily.

panaginip

nakakatawa minsan ang mga panaginip natin no? pero minsan, sadyang nakakatanga lamang.

kagaya kanina. nakatulog kasi ako habang nagcocomputer. nanaginip ako. may nangyari pang una, pero ang natatandaan ko nalang ay ang paghahanap sa cr.

ang pinuntahan naming cr ng mga kasama ko sa aking panaginip ay napuntahan ko na din dati sa isa pang panaginip. ang ganda ganda, parang pang isang lugar na hindi totoo (malamang kasi panaginip yun). three floors ang cr na ito at may iba-ibang klase. merong "queen" merong mga iba pa. ihing ihi na ata ako sa panaginip ko.

pero, dahil naalala ko sa panaginip kong dati na mabaho ang cr na "queen", pinili kong makipagsapalaran at humanap ng ibang cr. nakarating ako sa isang lugar na may cr na ang pangalan ay "the cake" at merong lima o anim na folding doors sa isang mahabang pasilyo. siyempre, dahil usisera ako, pumasok ako.

pero biglang nagsara ang first folding door at namatay ang ilaw, kaya naglakad ako papasok ng papasok. pasara ng pasara ang folding doors. at papatay ng papatay ang ilaw. hanggang maabot ko ang isang malaking room kung saan may maliit na cr sa gilid, yung tipong muka pang pang-airplane? ayun. tapos madilim. e di naghanap ako ng switch ng ilaw. may nakita ako sa pader na mga buttons na maliliit tapos may nakasulat na "all". e di pinindot ko.

aba. ang nangyari, namatay lahat ng ilaw at nagmaterialize sa kisame ng room ang isang image ng orasan na mukang tunay na orasan. ang bongga bongga. pero hindi ko na na-admire ng husto dahil biglang may manong na lumabas mula sa likod ng pader. nagulat naman me. pinapaalis ako ni manong kasi bawal daw ako dun. tumawag pa nga siya sa supervisor niya (ata) at sinasabing may nakapasok daw na bawal. pinalabas niya ako sa isang glass side door habang kausap parin ang supervisor.

nalipasan ata ako ng wiwi. naglakad nalang ako uli para maghanap. at nakita ko muli ang entrance sa "the cake" na may magkalabtim na hindi ko kilala na nakatayo makalampas ng unang pinto at naguusap sila. at naka-tennis outfit. o ha?

bottom line. hindi ako nakaihi.

pero paggising ko. naiihi ako.

kilikile

BOOM!

BLAG!

BAGOOM!

PSHHH! PSHHH!!!!!!!

hindi ko macontain

nairita ako sa isang bagay na napagkwentuhan namin ng isang kaibigan ko. kapal kasi ng muka e.

matagal nang nangyari ito. pero ngayon ko lang nalaman. kaya ngayon lang ako makakareact.

kapal naman ng muka mo na sabihing may lahi akong mang-epal sa mga taong may relationship. my dear, get your facts straight. siguraduhin mong totoo yang sinasabi mo at, kung totoo nga, siguraduhin mong tama yang context na ginagamitan mo.

wag kang magmarunong. nakakaimbyerna.

balbal

isa lang ang pinost ko dahil walang matino sa mga formal ko.

ang puno ng balbal ng gradpics. che.

si taylor swift ang sisihin natin

it's a love story. baby, just say yes.

dahil namiss ko si leslie dale

e di nagpicture-an kami sa reception ng binyag ng baby nila janine at manuel.

ABD testimonials and the first bahay adventure

next time na ang pagrorotate at captions. goodnight.

listahan ng mga bagay na matagal ko na dapat binlog. blogin na nga.

napakatagal na mula nung huli ako nag blog. diba? namiss niyo ba ako? namiss ko magblog e. kaya mejo kebs lang kung hindi niyo namiss ang blog ko. nyahahaha.

hmm... natapos na ang thesis ko :) tapos na ang mga araw at gabi ng kabaliwan at kalokohan. natapos na ang pagkakataranta sa mga mapupula (or mabublue, sa kaso ni sir ocampo) na drafts. natapos na ang pang-aalipin kay dayner (at mejo kay hulyo) for around a week and a half. natapos na ang pagpunta ng halos araw-araw sa limno station. natapos  na ang pakikipaglaro ng taguan kay sir ocampo (minsan ako taya, minsan siya. hahaha). hindi ko man nasaksihan yung pagkakaprint at bind niya, nakita ko na ang finished product. salamat sa inyong lahat na tumulong sakin. andun kayo sa acknowledgements ng thesis ko. nyahahahahaha :)

sa pagkakatapos ng thesis ko, ang dami din naman nasimulan na sana ay tumuloy tuloy. nasimulan yung experience na pagtutok sa trabaho. nasimulan yung ugaling kailangan mas critical mag-isip kesa sa usual. nasimulan ang pagkakaibigan namin nila babe, kuya stan, at sir ocampo. nasimulan ang pagkakadiskubreng dapat inuuna ang review of lit kesa sa ibang bagay. sana hindi na matapos :)

gumraduate na din kami ng karamihan sa friends ko. siyempre, dapat may separate post para sa mga thankyou, diba? parang acknowledgement page ng thesis. kaya hindi ko dito imemention ang mga particular people. general lang. natapos man yung college life na kinikilala natin formally, which is the time we spent together hanging out in classes, in between classes, and doing projects, reports and stuff. pero i do hope the relationships we built during those classes, in-betweens, etc. last longer than we can ever imagine for them to. DRAMA. pero for real, haylabyu ol. lyk crazeh.

anung kasunod na? e di ang bonggang bonggang med school. kung naaalala niyo, nagunaw ang mundo ko ng panandalian nang malaman kong hindi ako pasado sa pgh. mejo hindi pa pala ako recovered sa kaniya. napansin lamang namin ito ng ilan sa aking mga kaibigan noong mga sandaling hinihintay namin ang resulta ng plm. ganito kasi yan. nung sa pgh kasi, naramdaman ko lang agad na hindi ako pasado kasi yung batchmates ko nalaman na nilang pasado sila, tapos sakin walang nagtetext. e nung monday, magkasama kami ni kuya stan galing limno, nang biglang may magtext sa kaniya na pasok na siya sa plm, e sakin wala nagtext. kaya napraning me. ganun pala yun no? ang tawag ata sa ganun e fear of rejection. oo, meron ako nun. kasama ng fear of sharp pointed objects at fear of failure. pero, in the end, nalaman namin ng mga magulang ko na pasok ako sa plm. at mukang dun na ako. yams, carlos, mia, mukang hindi na ako magsesaint lukes. pero ewan pa.

ayun, nagpamedical ako kanina para sa PLM. nalaman kong mataba na talaga ako dahil hindi nila mahanap yung ugat ko. so anung ginawa nila? ganito:
sinuksukan nila ako ng karayom. (IHHHHHH)
walang nangyari.
sinuksok nila ng mas malalim ang karayom.
hindi ako tumingin.
mejo kinapa pa nila ng unti ang ugat ko gamit ang karayom sa loob ng aking pagkatao.
at nagkadugo na.

sana maintindihan niyo. ayoko kasi talaga nung ganun. alam niyo yung pakiramdam na nakakaliyo? yung parang nakakaumay na tapos mejo nakakapanic at nakakasuka? ganun pakiramdam kanina. anyway, natapos na. nakuhanan na ako ng bonggang bongga ng dugo. fecalysis nalang ang kulang dahil ayaw magpaunlak ng aking kalooban kanina. oh well, ok lang naman daw.

ayun, nagpunta kaming states. malamig. masayang magkitakita ng mga kamaganak at kaibigan. sana maulit :)

ayan, post lang ng post ng pictures. kasalukuyang nagmamaganda ang multiply dahil 71 minutes remaining pa daw bago maupload ang pictures ko. siguro dahil high-res originals yung pinili ko iupload diba?

anyway, lilipad na muna ako. magjojog pa kami ni waysa bukas (sana). dahil ramdam ko na ang katabaan ko.

nyahahaha. haylabit. gudnayt. God bless us all :)

FINALLY

ito ang album na dedicated sa inulang graduation ceremonies namin. sa wakas, natapos na ang apat na taon (or more, for some) ng hirap, ligaya, dugo, pawis, luha, puyat, stress, lungkot, pag-aaral, panunulad, pang-ookray, pambabalahura, etc.

zooperwild batchmates and ampons, aylabyu all. magkikita pa tayo at magzoozooper lunch pa sa darating na panahon. get ready to grab. like crazy.

p.s. mamaya na ang mga pagrorotate at mga captions. ayaw niya mag-load eh.

p.p.s. AYAN. TAPOS NA.

northridge, LA, vegas, chino hills

delayed na tong album na to

the adventure begins

manila, anaheim, disney land, california adventures. day0-day1 of our trip. hohohoho.

adam lambert

ang sarap pakinggan nung interpretation ni adam lambert ng kantang tracks of my tears. ang sweet niya pakinggan. sabi nung mentor nila tonight for motown (whose name escapes me), yung pagkakakanta ni adam ay parang yung kapag may kausap ka who was crying and then you come close enough to the person to see the track of the tears that was left behind.

wow. kahit nakakairita ang kabadingan niya, HE IS STILL REALLY GOOD.

coffee day with mati and (mam) ros

first (hopefully, of many more) coffee date namin nila mam ros costelo at mati. kewntuhan. tawanan. pagkain. yehey :) sa uulitin!

hindi ko na alam kung anung tv show ang bagay ipang-title sa mga ganitong pangyayari

iisa naman ang kinababaliwan ko ngayon eh.

hindi tv. hindi cellphone. hindi lalake. hindi movies. hindi music. hindi artista. hindi chismis. hindi football. hindi softball.

e ano?

THESIS.

kaunti nalang talaga ihahagis ko na ang sarili ko kasama ang aking laptop at mga papeles pababa ng hagdan namin. although hindi naman yun nakakamatay. parang enjoy lang gawin kapag frustrated na frustrated na.

hindi ko na magets kung anung kailangan ko ilagay. hindi ko na alam kung anung kulang. hindi ko na maintindihan kung anung problema ng corrections na yan. pambihira. e bakit yung mga pinagpapatternan kong theses ganun naman itsura pero bound na? anung kalokohan naman..

aalis na ko sa sabado. hindi ko na mahahawakan for real yung mga papel na may correction. hindi ko mawiwitness ang pagpiprint at pagbabind ng thesis ko. hindi ko na talaga maintindihan kung anung dapat kong gawin. magpapasukat daw ng toga bukas. leche, e hindi ko nga alam kung gagraduate ako. hinde, GAGRADUATE AKO NGAYONG APRIL 25 2009. GAGRADUATE AKO.

hindi ko na talaga maintindihan. iiyak nalang ako. leche talaga.

magthethesis ba kayo?

handa na ba kayong umabot sa ganito ang buhay niyo?

ilang sandali ng stress. hahahaha.

cyf weekly fellowship: discerning God's will

tatlong pictures lang.

sobrang delayed na album ng kabalbalan sa a-219

the title says it all. enjoy.

pinakabagong analogy ng love

natuwa naman ako sa reply ng aking kaibigang si patrick tayone sa post ko tungkol sa bra at pagibig. kaya ipopost ko din ang kaniya. dahil natawa ako sa salitang "bigboy".

"naisip ko ang love ay parang brip din pala. hindi dahil sa nagsuot ako ng "strapless" na brip (di ko nga alam kung nag-eexist yun) pero dahil kapag nagsuot ka ng brip na hindi mo na kasize (siguro noong 5 yrs old mo pa yun) o kapag hindi mo pa kasize (kapag nagpapabibo ka sa saleslady at cashier na ikaw ay "bigboy" na) marerealize mo na mahala ang 'perfect timing'."

makakarelate ka siguro dito kung girl ka

dahil kanina hindi ko mahanap ang strap ng aking undergarment (harhar) sinuot ko siya ng strapless. at dahil nalalaglag siya (pero hindi naman nahuhubad) uncontrollably, napaisip ako habang naglalakad ako pauwi na ang bra pala ay parang love.

hahaha :)

kapag unrestrained (i.e. strapless) kahit sa kakaunting urging pwede kang mahulog. kahit sa napakaliit na galaw, napakaliit na pang-iinduce pwedeng laglag ka na agad. tapos kapag nalaglag a, exposed ka na. effort na uli maging covered, effort na ibalik uli sa dati. kasi nga nalaglag na.

kaya wag tayong mag-strapless. lagi dapat may strap.

cleanliness is next to...

...a very draining thesis defense.

ineendorse ko ang kalinisang dulot ng pananabon ng panelists sa isang thesis defense. matindi pa ito sa kalinisang dulot ng tide. hindi ka lang magugulat. masisindak ka pa.

tsa.

eliminated

sabi ni rico nung malaman namin na for interview kami sa pgh,

"brahader, para tayong nasa american idol no?"

onga no? parang nung nalaman namin na for interview kami e yun na yung nakalagpas kami sa hollywood week at pumunta kami sa bahay ng judges para malaman na nakapasok kami sa top 36.

****(cue music. ryan seacrest speaking)

entering our judging room is 19-year old bebeng palis. the biology student from los baños who won our hearts over with her highly qualified nmat score and GWA did quite well in hollywood week and now, she twists her fingers in anticipation as she sits herself down in front of the jduges.

BEBENG: Hi judges.
PAULA: Hi there Bebeng
RANDY: Yo dawg
CARA: Wow, you look nice today
B: Thank you, Cara!
SIMON: Now, shall we get on with it?
B: Oh, ok then. shoot me.
S: I'm gonna be really honest with you. We really liked you this season.
C: But you do emanate this vibe that says "ooh, stay away from me"
B: Uhuh, uhuh...
R: So, dawg...

(meaningful pause)

R: YOU GOT IN! WHOOOOO WELCOME TO SEASON 8!

*******

(ryan seacrest speaking)

from about eight thousand auditions from eight different cities, 226 talented people were able to pass the dreaded hollywood week. before you are the first contestants and you will be the ones to decide which ones of them will be able to get into the Philippine General Hospital.

This. Is Med School Idol.

(after the first six contestants...)

now, PGH, please welcome our seventh contestant, the wonderful bebeng palis.

"Hi, I'm bebeng. I'm 19 years old and I'm from Los Baños. I applied for this hospital because it is my dream to become a doctor and I believe that your school is the best in the country. If you guys pick me to get in, i will work my hardest to become one of the prides and glories of this hospital."

(after all the performances)

now it is time to vote. PGH faculty, the decision is yours. which of these hopefuls will you want to get in?

(during the eliminations show, ryan seacrest speaking again)

now, bebeng, you sang "keep breathing". all the judges liked your performance. however, did the entire faculty like you as well?

Bebeng.

The faculty voted..

and you did not get in.

****end show

ganun siguro ang nararamdaman ng mga taong naeeliminate sa american idol. yung parang lahat ng pangarap mo gumuguho sa unahan mo. tapos hindi mo na alam yung dapat mong gawin kahit matagal mo nang inisip yung back-up plan mo in case na hindi mag-work out yung first choice mo.

malungkot. malungkot talaga. ngayon hindi ko na alam kung anung dapat kong gawin. do i wait a year to try again? or do i pick a school now?

right now, i really have no idea.

WORSHIP JAM

Start:	Mar 13, '09 7:00p
Location:	Church Among the Palms (CAP; yung building sa tapat ng old PLDT sa loob ng UP Campus)

if you're looking for a night of music, inspiration, God's word, worship, fellowship, and a whole lot more, this is for you. a time of worship for people from all walks of life and led by young people from various Christian churches and organizations here in elbi, this time of worship is sure to be one where the Lord will be leading and speaking and touching all the lives of the people present.

we hope to see you there. may food to. wag mag-alala :)

usisera

sa lahat ng mga mahilig mang-usisa jan ng page ng may page sa multiply, friendster, at facebook, eto ang paalala ko sa inyo:

ang batang usisera, madalas nababalahura.

pambihirang pating. ito ang tinatawag na GOTCHA.

sa maswerteng batang inusisaan ko ng page at may nalamang napakaganda at tunay na kahindik-hindik na bagay tungkol sa akin.

mabuhay ka. you are the sole survivor.

mejo nakakatamad mag-blog

no?

wala nang chocolate

nabalitaan kong nagpa-hikaw ang isang kakilala ko sa kaniyang utong. oo, sa nipples niya. no idea kung left o right, but who cares? anu bang sense ng magpapapierce ka somewhere other than your ears?

una, bakit nga ba nagpapabutas ng tenga? sa babae gets ko eh, para makakapag-earrings ka. kasi ang pretty ng may earrings. pearl, crystal, diamond, clay, plastic, emerald, silver, gold, at marami pang iba; pwedeng pag-halu-haluin depende sa mood. pwedeng hoop, button, dangling, chain, assymetric, at sari sari pa. yung tis-isang butas sa bawat tenga carry pa. pero more than that e nanlalaki nalang ang butas ng ilong ko.

don't get me wrong. hindi ko sinasabing kapag may multiple piercings ka e panget ka. gets ko naman na astig siya for some people. at sa ibang cultures ay todo ang pagbubutas nila ng katawan. ang sinasabi ko lang e hindi ko siya feel. baka tuktukan niyo ako ha, kasi dalawa butas ng tenga ko sa kaliwa. oo, admitted. nagkaron ako ng ilang sandali ng ka-"astig"-an nung grade 5 ako. pero nagsara na siya :)

anyhoo, back to body piercings. ayun, nagpapierce siya ng utong niya. ang tanong: sa opisina/school ba ay ipakikita mo sa madlang pilipinas na hinihikawan mo ang nipples mo? pano nalang kapag manipis ang shirt mo at nakalimutan mong tanggalin ang hikaw? example ng eksena:

*boylet, naka-shirt na manipis. pierced ang nipples niya.*

girl1: hey, friend! look at that boy o! he's, like, so hot! like, he's so gwapo!

girl2: hay nako friend! tingnan mo nga! ang nipis nipis ng shirt niya, takabs gnotu naman! ewwww, aroused si kuya wala pang nangyayaring masama?!

*end scene*

ayon kay mam mendioro, "presumptuous"

oo, eto ang aming maagang batch ball. sayang maunti lang nagpunta. ok naman. kudos to maika "boss" noda and everyone behind it :)

bertdey ni david at ang fprdi experience

yun na.

x ang gusto kong unang letter ng title ng blog ko

naalala ko na may blogpost akong tungkol sa mga ex-. nakakatawa :)

pano na yung mga ex-crush?

sige, pag-usapan nga natin yan. bakit ba nauso-uso yang crush na yan? bakit kailangan ginagawan pa yan ng kanta nila jennifer paige, mandy moore, at david archulina, i mean, archuleta (among others)? bakit kailangan pag-usapan ito ng mga bata mula gradeschool hanggang mga matatandang kagaya ng lola ko (na nagagwapuhan kay dr hayden coh)?

anu ba ang crush para sayo?

buti nalang ang crush ay hindi kasing undefinable ng distant relative niyang si "love". ang crush kasi pwede mong hanapan ng synonym na synonym talaga: paghanga. e ang love? ano bang synonym niya? ang makapagbigay ng synonym na pinakasakto ay magkakamit ng... (get ready)... MASIGABONG PALAKPAKAN!

hindi din kasing permanente ni love si crush. at hindi kasing loyal. kasi pwede kang magkaron ng 1,766 na crush at one given moment pero yung totoong romantic love e isa lang (diumano) at any given time. ang taray no?

pero ang maganda kay crush ay na very versatile siyang gamitin. pwede kang magkacrush dahil mabait. o kaya dahil nakakatawa. or dahil gwapo. or mabango. or dahil matalino. or dahil basta. yung tipong natuwa ka lang. crush mo na. yehey.

anyhoo.

puputulin ko na muna ito. pero ang bottomline: masayang magkacrush. mas madami, mas exciting! hahahaha! parang pringles nanaman. once you pop, you can't stop!

at kaya ko ito puputulin ay dahil pinagagalitan na ako ng nanay ko. pambihira lang.

paalam!

very early in the morning

2:08 ang sabi ng relo dito sa laptop. i trust it enough to believe it. ibig sabihin umaga na.

*hindi ko feel gamitin yung pausong words na "good mornyt". mornyt. mornight. morning na night. dahil ba madilim na? ganun ba yun? ang mornyt ba ay kalebel ng afternoon? kasi ang afternoon maliwanag na PM, so ang mornight ay madilim na AM? wala lang. naisip lang.

*napakahirap talagang sumagot ng leading questions, no? yung tipong alam na alam mo naman na kung anung gusto nung kausap mo na isagot mo, pero pipilitin mo parin na iba yung isagot para lang iba yung isagot mo kasi ayaw mong mabagsak sa stereotype. nakakainis mag-isip. hahaha.

*HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAY DAVID DICIANO JR!

*alalahanin nating lahat na renewable ang mga libro sa library. kung hindi pa natin sila tapos gamitin, pwede natin sila iparenew para hindi tayo magbabayad ng malaking halaga. pfffffft.

*posible talagang isang kanta lang ang magustuhan mo sa isang artist. yan ang naging kaso sakin (so far) sa secondhand serenade. dahil na-high ako sa kantang "fall for you" nag-imeem ako para magpakalulong sa kanila. ngunit hindi ko masyadong type yung mga napakinggan ko. kaya bumalik ako kay Ingrid Michaelson. dahil sadyang nakakatuwa siya para sakin.

*maraming bagay na akala natin kabisado na natin ang hindi pa talaga natin alam fully. kunyari, may isang masahista. akala niya lahat ng technique sa mundo alam na niya. himas, hampas, haplos, palo, bugbog, suntok, pindot, dutdot, lamas, lamutak. todo, lahat daw alam na niya. pero nagpunta siya sa workshop at natuklasan niyang meron pala siyang hindi nagagawa: ang sabunot.

*nakakaduling talaga magbasa ng pdf.

*pwede bang kiligin ng unti lang? pwede? sige na... hihihihihi :)

*goodmorning philippines. goodmorning world :)

fear

i may seem like a jack of all trades, master of none.

i do music, i play some sports, i do well in school, i draw, i write, i (kinda) drive, etc. etc.

but there is one thing i know i cannot do well.

I CANNOT DANCE.

so i tremble at the thought of dancing at the batch ball. in front of all my batchmates. and their dates.

goodness. this is what you call...

...FEAR.

UCCP-CYF online community

http://uccp-cyf.ning.com
mga kapwa kabataan ng United Church of Christ in the Philippines! Kung kayo ay mahilig sa mg online communities, join na! mula Batanes hanggang Jolo, basta may UCCP Church, sali na kayo! Todo!

let us look into the future, genetics, and good old coincidence

kung nanonood kayo ng american idol season 8, i'm sure you have come across this handsome young man named adam lambert.

 

and if you happen to be a human being who has been living and comprehending since 2007 (or was it 2006?) kilala niyo dapat ang lalakeng tinatawag na JOE JONAS.

bakit ganun? ha? bakit ganun?

fiber

wag nating kalimutan kumain ng mga pagkaing mayaman sa fiber. ito ay makakatulong sa ating regular na pagbabawas (fine, pag-etch) at makakatulong din ito pangbawas ng timbang.

kung ganun pala at fiber ang solusyon..

kainin nalang natin ang pesteng halaman ng abaka.

figure it out

last thursday my dad brought me to his doctor-friend at the Philippine General Hospital. Dr Josef gave me some tips on how to go about the interview come monday (which is tomorrow, by the way). Keep answers concise. Answer from the heart. Take your time to think. Don't answer things you are not sure of. State your opinions. Etc, etc.

He asked me when i thought about going into medicine. And i said it was in my third year of high school, when the CSI fever came over me. And he said (in between lines) that that wouldn't be a good enough answer. So i thought about the question while we were on the way home.

Why would i want to be a doctor? Why would i want to waste about 10 more years of life studying and studying to get into a profession that would give me little money if i were to rely on it as the sole source of my income? Why would i want to risk life and limb to meet, talk to, diagnose, and try to cure people i hardly knew?

I prayed about this. I prayed and asked the Lord what my best answer would be. And He gave it to me. The God of wonders gave it to me just like that.

I wanted to become a doctor because I loved HIM.

In the story in John 21:15-17, Jesus commands Peter to show Him his love by feeding and caring for His lambs and sheep. Hence, the Lord also commands us to do the same if we want to show our love for Him.

The cliche answer "I want to be a doctor to serve humanity" is only a secondary reason. The primary reason behind my wanting to be a doctor is because I want to show God that I love Him by caring for Hhis sheep and lambs.

It was very fitting that Tita Mely asked this question during her servant today: ARE YOU BEING A CHRISTIAN IN YOUR WORKPLACE?

I would like to be a Christian in my workplace. I still have to work on it. There are lots of rough spots that God wants to smoothen. There are still some impurities that need to be cleaned off. There is still a lot of work to be done. And I trust that God will do it. In His time.

I am grateful that I have been given the opportunity to try out for this medical school. I am sad that some of my friends didn't get in, but I know that God has a plan for each of us.

Jeremiah 29:11. "For I know the plans that I have for you, says the Lord, plans to bring you prosperity and not disaster, plans to bring about the future you hope for."

Let's pray for all of us who will be going through the interview process. I give special mention to my friends Mia Carandang, Pot Torres, Zane Nelson, Rico Flosa, Sarah Tagum, Babe Tagomata, David Diciano, Anne Barraquio, TJ Uy, Ramon Mata, Anna Robles and Raymond Lozada. Apologies to those I forgot to name. That is exactly what happened, i forgot to name you.

To my zooperwild friends, I pray for our futures. I know in my heart that God has greatness in store for us.

See you on the flipside :)

Labs,

Bebengbear

six (gayagaya kay yams)

Your Spiritual Number is Six

You bring communication and empathy into people's lives. You are very open and understanding. You can accept difficult people. Right now, your life is about being understood. You have trouble with your own vulnerability. You end up playing the role of therapist in relationships, and it's hard to get people to ask about you. You will take time out for those you love, even if you don't have much time. You can't help but be nurturing. You are very responsible and ethical. You deliver on your promises.

What's Your Spiritual Number?

 

kewl.

ilang sandali ng kaguluhan sa haynayan 09 booth sa feb fair

eto ang ginagawa namin sa booth sa feb fair. nanggugulo ng buhay ng may buhay. more pics mula sa phone ni dino at sa camera ng maraming tao

belated happy new year

1. What did you do in 2008 that you've never done before?
- marami! kumatay ng isda, naglinis at nakabasag ng fish tank, nagpunta sa palaisdaan, nagsabi ng mga bagay na hindi talaga dapat sinasabi, etc.

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
- never made one. don't think i ever will.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
- sina kuya daki and ma'am nesse :)

4. Did anyone close to you die?
- sadly. si ate melissa perez-arejola :(

5. What country did you visit?
- the one and only: THAILAND!

6. What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008?
- determination to study

7. What dates from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
-  geeeeez... i don't think i have any

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
- i got to sing one of my favorite songs for Jesus in front of lots of people i didn't know

9. What was your biggest failure?
- three words: BIO ONE TWENTY. sige, although hindi naman bagsak. mababa parin.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
- typhoid. yehey.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
- laptop

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
- wala ako maisip. harhar.

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
-  akin nalang yun ;)

14. Where did most of your money go?
- food and jeepney fare. ah, and thesis :)

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
- thesis-ing. oh, joy.

16. What songs will always remind you of 2008?
- "hide", "hosanna", "with you"

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? happier, i guess
ii. thinner or fatter? Thinner daw. yehey.
iii. richer or poorer? i have no idea.

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
- study, think and pray

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
- sleep and eat

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
- this year? maybe with the family again

21. Did you fall in love in 2008?
- fell in love. fell out of love.

22. How many one-night stands?
- none at all

23. What was your favorite TV program?
-  american idol at the beginning of the year until may. go david cook!

24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
-  naw. hindi uso ang hate-hate

25. What was the best book you read?
-  song of songs :) 

26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
-  joy williams

27. What did you want and got?
- laptop

28. What was your favorite film of this year?
-  wanted

29. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
- spent my birthday at la salle in manila and at glorietta. nmat kasi :) i turned 19. 

30. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
-  finishing my thesis by november, i guess

31. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2008?
- smart casual. and short hair that gets shorter and shorter and shorter :)

32. What kept you sane?
-  God and the thought of graduation

33. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
- VICTOR BASA!

34. What political issue stirred you the most?
- US presidential echos

35. Who did you miss?
- nobody, really

36. Who was the best new person you met?
- wow... lots of people. physion groupmates siguro, although i already knew them before :)

37. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2008:
- a deep relationship with God is something nobody can do without. :)

kung ikaw ay inlab

i love joy williams. maraming beses ko na yun sinabi before. pero i was quit struck by one of her songs. ang title ay "i'm in love with you" and it's a song she wrote for her husband of almost five years. sabi ni joy williams, ang bawat isang line daw sa kantang yun ay galing sa diary niya. pinakikinggan ko kanina and i found it to be very very VERY sweet. i long for the day na makantahan ko ang lalakeng ibibigay sakin ni Lord ng ganitong kanta :)

eto yung lyrics niya. hindi ko kasi mahanap sa imeem yung song at hindi ako makapag-upload.

I've been waiting all my life for this morning
Just to wake up next to you holding me
And your head is resting gently on my shoulder
Like you're whispering to me

I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
So glad I found you
I'm in love with you

When we're leaving dreams and rolling back the covers
All at once we're getting ready for the day
It's when you look at me in the mirror while you're shaving
Before I go on my way, you say

I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
You're the one I choose
Cause I'm in love

Love is joy and love is pain
It's kissing in the rain
It's doing dishes when it's late
Isn't it, baby
It's the art of compromise
It's hellos and long goodbyes
It's the picture of our lives
Isn't it crazy

So I'll call you when I get to where I'm going
And I'll tell everyone we know you said hello
And without fail they'll ask me if I miss you
Of course I do, you know I do

Cause I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
You're the one I choose

I'm in love
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I love you just the same as I did the day
I fell in love with you

nang mag-filing kaming artistic

natuklasan namin na may art exhibit sa sining makiling gallery by artist emmanuel garibay (tama ba?). naalala naman ni kuya soc na may kakilala silang artist na anak ng isang pastor garibay na binigyan ang tatay nila ng painting dati. so pumunta kami and, small world, it was the same artist.

emmanuel garibay. ganda. "reunion" ang title nung exhibit. may seminar nga pala siya. feb18, sa sining makiling art gallery din. 3pm. punta kayo. galing talaga :)

also got to meet dr. perry ong at the art exhibit. he was funny :) wala kaming picture ni dr ong. sayang.

kasama din namin si aen. wala kaming picture.

Becoming Jane

Rating:	★★★★★
Category:	Movies
Genre:	Drama

Maybe I'm just a fan of period movies, biopics, Anne Hathaway, and unusually handsome men. Or maybe the movie really is good.

"Becoming Jane" is a movie about the life of Jane Austen and how her own journe through life influenced the books she wrote.

The movie site says:
"Jane Austen lit up the world with her words, wit, and wisdom. But her life was too stoked by passion and romance. At the age of tweny she met and fell in love with Tom Lefroy and their relationship sparks a tale as real and romantic as her greatest work."

Jane Austen was born poor in 18th century England and she discovered her knack for writing early on in her life. As in the early society, young ladies would be presented before society and theywould be "up for grabs" for any rich man who would desire. Jane was one fof those young women, but she was one who believed in marrying for love and not money.

Tom Lefroy was a young man from a poor family. He was living in Ireland with his uncle (who was a judge) to train as a lawyer. He met and fell in love with Jane when he went to England with he brother. They were a perfect match, intellectually, physically, and emotionally. However, it was not a match made in heaven because he was poor, she was poor, and they needed money to live.

Perhaps one of the movie's most memorable lines came from Jane Austen's mother:
"Affection is desirable. Money is absolutely indispensable."
How very, very true. In the end, Lefroy and Jane didn't end up together because Jane found out that Lefroy was still supporting his parents and his siblings. Although she loved him immensely, even getting to a point when she was willing to elope with him, she realized it would be very selfish of her to "steal" Lefroy from his family. So Jane ends up never marrying.

I'm a romantic, and this movie quite satisfied my appetite for romance. The chemistry between Anne Hathaway and James McAvoy was undeniable, and the entire movie showcased a side of Anne that we are used to seeing but, at the same time, have never seen before. If you loved her in the Princess Diaries, Ella Enchanted, and The Devil Wears Prada, this is another movie to love her in. Anne Hathaway captured convincingly the independence of heart and mind Jane Austen (i suppose) wanted to show.

If you remember James McAvoy from "Wanted", this movie shows him in a different light as Tom Lefroy. Far from the idealistic young man who was out killing people just because it seemed that they were required to die, the character of Tom Lefroy as the young lawyer trying to work his way up in society who falls in love with Jane Austen was one of the reasons why the movie was so real and so very romantic.

or maybe it was all just because James McAvoy looked so hot in the Englishman attire he wore for the most part of the movie. and because the way he would look at Jane would make you wish those ice blue eyes were staring at you instead.

five stars!

pambihirang pating

sarisaring pictures ito

mami, ai, and bebeng

mami and ai. eto yung pictures niyo. enjoy :)

mga produktong hum2

yan ang mystique mask ko. hindi masyadong halata yung naka-paint na scales kasi hindi nakaangat.

dahil ngayon palang dumating sa buhay ko ang hum2, na-experience ko ang mask project. eto ang ilang pihictures.

emu-emuhan nanaman ako

if i were to die tomorrow, how many people would be at my wake?

if i were to be hospitalized for an illness so severe, how many people would be at my bedside?

if i were to be married, how many people would want to be there to see me at one of the happiest days of my life?

if i were to ask for someone to stay with me at my lowest moment, how many people would put aside what they were doing to do that for me?

if i were to cry without warning, how many people would care enough to ask why and actually take the time to listen?

if i were to stop speaking, how many people would notice?

if i were to leave tomorrow for a faraway place, how many people would miss me?

probably not many. because i haven't been the most exceptional person in the world.

emu-emuhan nanaman ako. dahil sa eyeliner.

 

Mga Halamang Nakakalason (Poisonous Plants)

eto yung ginagawang black and red bracelet ng mga batang maliliit.

dahil natuto na kami sa pagkakamali ng nakaraang exam, kinarir na namin ang pagpipicture ng mga halaman sa lab.

tsitsirika tseberlu

pictures ko.
kami ni ching.
pictures sa irri.
sa trolley with pahakners mai and the kawawang bata.
sina yams, kat, mati, at david far away.