
last day with the chows. craaaaaazy day. subra! miss ko na sila agad!
*kaaalis ko lang sa friendster at talaga namang kadirs. yung isang krash ko kasi nakita ko may pic siya na nagyoyosi. e kadirs kaya mga nagyoyosi. sunog baga. itim gilagid. baho hininga. dikit damit baho. ew ew ew.
*nakakatawang isipin yung mga tanong ni kuya soc. onga no. pano ako mang-flirt? bottom line, maalam ba akong mang-flirt? good question...
*hindi ko alam kung bakit hindi ako nag-aaral. dapat nagaaral ako. sinasayang ko yung oras ko.
*gudnyt.
naalala ko yung pambatang pamahiin. yung tatanungin ka kung ilang taon ka na tapos huhulaan kung anung kulay ng panty/brief mo by making pukpok a fisted hand sa nakabukang palad ng kabilang kamay. anyway... nanghuhula lang ako nun.
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1. Honestly, how many people have you
had "STRONG" feelings for?
.. isa lang
2. Honestly, what color is your
underwear?
.. black and black.
3. Honestly, what's on your mind?
.. lecheng bio120
4. Honestly, what are you doing right
now?
.. slacking off
5. Honestly, do you think you are
attractive?
.. nope
6. Honestly, have you done something
bad today?
.. o yes
7. Honestly, are you jealous of
someone right now?
.. if jealous=selos, then no.
8. Honestly, what makes you happy?
.. getting enough sleep
9. Honestly, do you want to see
someone this very minute?
.. ONAMAN
10. Honestly, do you have deep secrets?
.. yes yes
11. Honestly, are you mean?
.. hindi lagi pero yes
13. Honestly, do you like someone?
.. ONAMAN
14. Honestly, is there anything
currently annoying you?
.. yesyes
15. Honestly, what was the last thing
you ate?
.. pandolino ube macapuno
16. Honestly, are you desperate?
.. hindi na
17. Honestly, ever made anyone cry?
.. uo
18. Honestly, have you ever cried over
someone?
.. uo
19. Honestly, when was the last time
you REALLY cried your heart out?
.. few months ago
21. Honestly, when was the last time
you hugged someone?
.. yung hug na normal lang kanina. pero yung level up na hug e matagal na.
22. Honestly, are you normally a happy
person?
.. dati oo. ngayon mukang sullen is my color.
23. Honestly, does being with your
friends make you happy?
.. hindi na
24. Honestly, do you believe in
yourself?
.. hindi lagi
25. Honestly, is cheating acceptable?
.. not in any form
26. Honestly, have you hugged a girl
this week?
.. yes! atemae :)
27. Honestly, are you a relationship
person?
.. hindi ko gets.
28. Honestly, do you own a box of
condoms?
.. para san? dekorasyon?
29. Honestly, when is the last time
you went shopping?
.. tagal na
30. Honestly, are you missing somebody
right now?
.. onaman
31. Honestly, are you going somewhere
tonight?
.. sa kwarto. does that count?
32. Honestly, what kind of music do you
listen to a lot?
.. ccm
33. Honestly, when was the last time
you
went clubbing?
.. in a past life
34. Honestly, do you love someone?
.. uo. pero hindi sa paraang iniisip mo.
pambihirang mga butete-looking spermcells na yan. hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit kailangang aralin ang kanilang paglaki mula sa maliliit na itlogish looking cells hanggang sa butete formation nila. hay nako. one of the many mysteries of zoology...
napapansin ko. sa marami sa mga kasama ko sa praise team, meron silang picture nila na natugtog. or nakanta. bakit ako wala? gusto ko din... para maarte. ilalagay ko din sa friendster.
being up at one in the morning is weird.it's too early to take a bath but it's kinda too late to sleep again. what to do? go online... :)
missed him. miss you. and you too :) seen him, seen you, but not you. chaaar :)
siguro sadyang lamigin lang ako. pero ngayong gabi e nilalamig talaga ako. as in. kahit nakajeans at jacket na. oh well.
kung meron na sa inyong nakapaglaro ng frozen throne, i think you will agree with me na masaya siya laruin. nageenjoy ako. as in. at kahapon ko lang nadiscover ang kaligayahang dinadala ng pagbabattle.net. astig pala no? astig mag-dota. astig mag-custom campagn. astig din mag-bonus campaign. enjoy talaga :)
currently thawing. my head. my heart. they're frozen. they froze them. currently thawing. but still partially frozen. sorry. cannot help it.
hanchorbachorba talaga...
hindi makapagsend via blutut ang telepono ko.
GRRRREEEEEEAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTT!!!!!!
hindi ako kumain ng maanghang. pero super kati ng paa ko.
mainit nanaman. kahapon ang lamiglamig. ngayon ang tingkad ng araw. ang weeeiiiirrrddd.
ang dami kong buhok. gusto kong magpagupit. at magpagawa ng buhok.
masarap kumain ng lumpiang shanghai. pati sinangag at itlog at ensalada.
may praktis kami ng 2pm. late na ako.
yun lang. mishu.
i don't have to like you.
your teeth aren't big enough.
your hair is too tall.
you dress weird.
you're too quiet.
you laugh weird.
you talk weird.
you sound weird.
you...
you're you.
and i hate it.
because i like you.
first time ever sa buong buhay ko na nagkakrash ako sa isang girl. grabe lang. super super ganda kasi niya. tapos. yung... basta! siyempre maraming nakakakilala sa kaniya. siya ay si...mali yung spelling. e walang maisip na title e.
regrets. biggest regret of late: ang hindi pagtuloy ng application sa summer research training program (RTP) ng smithsonian sa states. hay... sobrang sayang. nakakainis. naiinis ako. NAIINIS AKO TALAGA.
regrets. ang hindi pagaaral ng mabuti this sem. kasi alam kong kaya ko. pero eto nanaman ako't tinamad. so there.
regrets. ay nako... ayoko nang mag-dwell. ayoko nang tagalan pa yung mga nakakabugnot na isiping yon...
i need a hug.
SA MGA TINATAMAD MAGBASA: isa itong lukresya adventure. so basahin o hindi... kebs!
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nababalahura na si lukresya sa mga sunodsunod na palosebong sinalihan niya. masyado kasing nawili sa kakaaudition e natatanggap lagi kaya ayan, palosebo galore siya ngayon. pero malapit nang matapos ang kalbaryo. bukas e dalawa yung lalabanan niya. so... nagtetraining siya... training. YEAH RIGHT. chumichill nanaman siya!!! parang walang gagawin bukas!!! grawr!!!
mejo nalulungkot si lukresya at, malamang, pati si Friend kasi hindi gaano nakakapagtext si lukresya. e laging nagpaparamdam naman si Friend e hindi makareply si lukresya. kaya ayan. chever. hay... kelan kaya makakagimik uli sina lukresya at Friend?
hindi pa makapag bonding sina lukresya at agosto presidente. pambihirang pangalan talaga. kahit gaanong kagusto ni lukresyagirl na bumonding kay agosto e hindi pinapayagan ng panahon! parang drama lang sa tv. yaknewr? yung parang go na go na... BUT NO! may mga pumipigil na unknown forces! kamown...
hay. ewan.
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walang koneksyon sa kwento ang title. nabasa ko lang kanina nung nagsesearch ako ng lyrics ng dishwalla.
I. Research Paper sa Eng10
Mahirap gumawa ng research paper. Mahirap maghanap ng mga tungkol sa histolysis. Huhuhu... mamamatay na yata ako sa kaka-Eng10 e. lech.
II. Malandi si bebeng
ANG LANDI LANDI MO. Grabe lang. hahahaha.
III. Bio 101
Sige lang, mag-exam ka lang mamaya. Mag-exam ka ng hindi nag-aaral. tingnan natin kung may buhay ka pa pagkatapos. Yahu!
*one of the things na hindi ko naman hinahanap but which i am very appreciative of is the ability to carry a tune na hindi nasablay. siguro kasi musikera din naman ako kahit papano. singing is an outlet, at may tendency kasi akong gumustong sumabay kapag may nakanta. hahaha epal.
*singing back-up sa pnw is really a good thing. ang sarap ng feeling kasi, very uplifting and very humbling at the same time. at saka sa pagbabackup din kasi ako natutuong umepal (read: sumecond voice). didn't know i could. but i can. kewl.
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heto nanaman ang isang mahiwagang kabanata sa buhay ni lukresya.
sa isang palosebo event na tinangkang salihan ni lukresya, nabigla siya nang pagdating niya sa location ay nakasuot ng mga apron at bandana ang mga tao. ano ito, cook out? naisip niya. but no. nakita niyang nangangalap ng putik ang mga kalaban niya. dun niya nadiscover na hindi pala yun cook out. sculpting contest ito!! siyempre na-shock naman ang lukresya. asan ang palosebo? asan ang magrasang kawayan, with the loops and spirals and all-new twists? kamown. pero hindi nalang rumeklamo si lukresya. hala sige, dive sa putik! salok ng lupa at semento! sige lang ng sige! i-form mo yung isang historical event ng town KUNG KAYA MO! kinaya naman niya. kaso last place na siya. at least maganda parin 
kalahok din sa sculpting contest si Agosto Presidente. pambihirang pangalan talaga... anywayzzz. maganda din naman yung nagawa ni agosto. actually, not bad talaga ito. kaso, dahil nga sa pangangarir nitong si lukresya at sa kabilisan gumawa ni agosto e hindi na sila nakapagmoment pagkatapos ng scultping contest na ito. kunyari keri lang ni lukresya. pero secretly nalungkot siya. dahil namiss niya si agosto. UUUUUOOOOOY!!!!
ang landi landi mo lukresya ha! kapag lang... hmm! malandi ka!
hahaha, may sumusubaybay nga pala sa adventures ni lukresya. salamat sa iyong suporta, sister act :) pag naisipan ko nang sumulat nung the great pinay novel ikaw unang bebentahan ko :)
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anyway. matagal nanahimik ang ating bida dahil, well... marami siyang ginagawa. busy sa pangangarir ng mga palosebo na not bad naman usually ang mga resulta. pero natalo na si lukresya. twice. pano ba naman kasi, hindi nag-training bago sumabak sa pagpapalosebo. ayon, nakarating sa halos gitna and then... well, sabihin nalang nating maraming sebo ang mga pole dun sa dalawa.
may mga bagong palosebo coaches na si lukresya. akalain mong may coach pala siya no? well. talaga namang kakaiba ang mga coach na ito. yung isang coach niya, in particular, ay masyadong kire! hay nako! sobra! pero dahil sa kakirihan ni coach e nakakaariba naman ng maayos si lukresya. meron din siyang isa pang palosebo coach na mabait pero jologs mag-coach. kasi break ng break, wala tuloy natutunan si lukresya. pero, in fairness naman kay imbyerna coach, suporta naman siya to the highest level for lukresya.
humahapyaw parin sa isip ni lukresya yung dating paborito niyang superhero. mahirap naman talaga kasing makalimutan yung superhero na for the greater part of six years e paboritong paborito talaga nitong little lukresya natin. pumuntang siberia ngayon si superhero, either may superhero convention sila (na baka kasama ang powerpuff girls at justice league) o may sinesave nanaman siyang panibagong people in distress. basta may bago nanaman siyang inuuwiang bahay. hindi na siya nadalaw kay lukresya dun sa damuhang kahawig nung kina heidi at lolo alp na tinatawag ngayon ni lukresyang "home", pero nagtetext naman din siya paminsan minsan. pero... hay nako, lukresya. lukresya ka talaga no?
yung dating panibagong paboritong superhero? hindi na naging favorite. nagbakasyon kasi itong si superhero #2 at matagal tagal ding nawala sa sirkulasyon. ganun din si griyego. hmm... hindi kaya...? anyway. friends parin si lukresya at si griyego. e friendly to the highest level naman kasi si lukresya. kaya keri lang.
may bagong sinusubaybayang superhero si lukresya. hindi pa naman favorite. pero sinsubaybayan. kilala din ni lukresya ang alter-ego nitong si Agosto Presidente. pambihirang pangalan... in fairness, marami namang napaguusapan sina lukresya at agosto. marami silang napagkukwentuhan. nakakatawa dahil hindi man lamang napansin nung mga madalas ka-chill ni lukresya ang pagsubaybay ni lukresya sa superhero mode ni agosto. oh well. subaybay palang naman. hindi pa paborito. bawal pang magkaron ng bagong paborito. nakakaumay din kasi.
may isang natapos na palosebo si lukreysa na hindi niya inakalang matatapos niya. kasi nakatulog masyado ng mahimbing si lukresya at hindi nagtraining ng maayos. tapos pagdating niya, hindi siya handa at mga isang oras na siyang late! lahat ng mga kalaban at teammates niya nakarating na sa tuktok habang siya e nagmamadali palang na magsuot ng tamang gear at mag-stretching! so there! siyempre, may mga spiral-spiral. madali lang dun! kaso biglang may loops at ang makabagong pa-twist-twist! yung akala mo diretso lang pero nagtutwist pala, at kailangan sundan yon! dun nakita ni lukresya ang suporta nung coach niyang parang not-enough-vitamins dahil, kahit mabagal at mejo sablay-sablay, nakarating parin si lukresya sa tuktok. salamat sa coaches. unting salamat kay ex-favorite superhero. unting salamat din kay griyego. at maraming salamat kay Friend.
sige. next time uli. off to some small palosebo ang lukresya.
i heard this song on the radio on my way to the anatomy house around one (1) or two (2) weeks ago. and i couldn't get much of the lyrics except the part saying "but everytime that i try i get tongue-tied. i need a little good luck to get me by." so i went on the net and searched for those song lyrics and... POOF! google shows me the lyics to "tongue tied" (duh, yun pala title nun) by faber drive.
so there, download galore naman ako ng songs nila sa limewire. at, kamown! sangkaterbang songs ito! like yeah!
iupload ko sometime dito yung ibang songs nila. pero sa ngayon e mapurga muna kayo sa lyrics ng tongue tied 
TONGUE TIED by faber drive
Bright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same
What could I say?
I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by
I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time
I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
(I wonder just where you are)
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?
I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by
I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time
I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
Again
I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
But every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by
I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time
I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
last night was philo night. ano yon? it was (i think) the culminating activity of the philosophy week celebration and we philo students were required to attend. it was so NOT fun, especially after such a tiring exam in bio 101. who in the right mind would want to stay out late after an utterly mind- and body-draining battle of wits with a multiple choice questionnaire and answer sheet?
had to sing last night. at philo night. we needed the bonus points. i mean, 10 points! come on! that could mean the difference between passing and failing. or a perfect score and a not-perfect score. or a low grade and a high grade. you get what i'm saying, no? leaving on a jetplane was the choice of song, for no other reason than that it was simple. simple is good.
there were a lot of good musicians there last night. i didn't really appreciate the skits. and i'm not sure if anyone really appreciated or even liked our song. so there's no problem in that. note the entry title, two bands sang bamboo songs. both were actually pretty good, kaso yung nauna e mejo sumablay sa bass. yung second astig nung vocalist kasi bamboo-ish talaga yung boses niya.
sige. maliligo na ko. babay :)
(note: adik lang talaga ako sa dashboard confessionals
)
*tapos na ang youth sunday, and i could be happier. sige, it turned out ok, maganda naman yung general na kinalabasan, pero may igaganda pa sana. hindi napaghandaan ng mabuti. kaya slightly disappointed parin ako.
*nag-exam kami ng lecture ng anatomy kanina. ayun. mahirap.
*natutuwa ako pag nakikita ko siya. hohoho may kilig factor na kong nalalaman no? hinde, nakakatuwa kasi talaga, hindi ko naman inaasahan. kaya nakakaaliw. next time... hohoho
*late na ko sa paras. babay!
*youth sunday na bukas. hindi ko pa tapos ang sermon ko. i hope people receive well what i have to say. i pray na matapos ko na ngayong gabi, para no worries na bukas.
*uuuuooooooy may namimiss nanaman ako. paramdam ka nga. (parang multo lang no?)
*kanina ay isang panget na araw. dahil nagkaron ako at sobrang sakit. gusto ko na magpacheck sa doktor kasi baka may sakit pala ako hindi ko pa alam.
*sana makakuha na ko ng form1 sa tuesday. para matapos na. para makumpleto ko na yung subjects ko for next sem. huhuhuhu.
*ansakit ng puson ko.
*nakakadulas yung shoes kong bago. sana hindi mangyari bukas.
*uuuuuuooooooooy. paramdam ka nga.
"so dream a little, dream for me, in hopes that i'll remain. and cry a little, cry for me so i can bear the pain. and hurt a little, hurt for me, my future is so bold. but my dreams are not the issue here for they, the hammer holds." (the hammer holds, bebo norman)
"broken, i run to You for Your arms are open wide. i am weary but i know Your touch restores my life." (hungry, joy williams)
"let me see through Your eyes, touch me with grace. when You color my world, it's such a beautiful place. i've put all my faith in You. i'll go where You want me to. You'll be there with open arms when i have a fragile heart." (prayer to love, jaci velasquez)
"'cause i have seen the suffering that loneliness can cause when we choose to give our love away without a righteous cause." (i promise, jaci velasquez)
"i've been looking til my eyes are tired of looking, listening til my ears are numb from listening, praying til my knees are sore from kneeling on the bedroom floor. i know that You know that my heart is aching. i'm running out of tears and my will is breaking. i don't think that i can carry the burden of it anymore. all of my hopes and my dreams and my best laid plans are slowly slipping through my folded hands." (lay it down, jaci velasquez)
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nireregret kong hindi ako nagpunta sa dapat pinuntahan ko. nireregret kong hindi ko yon tinuloy, pero kunsabagay e hindi ko naman talaga yun gusto. pero sana talaga tinuloy ko nalang. kesa nagkakabalabalahura buhay ko ngayon. siguro sa inyo walang masosolve yun. pero at least hindi ako makikisawsaw sa mga ginagawa niyo. hindi ba mas maganda yun? since kahit naman yata mangausap at mangausap at magkalinawan ng magkalinawan e wala din naman nangyayari e parang mas maganda ngang hindi nalang ako nakisawsaw in the first place (refer to previous post "gawan na nga ng banner yan!"). parang nakisawsaw ako ng isaw sa sawsawang dinouble dip-an ng isang taong may TB. parang ganun na nga yun diba?
melancholic ako, ayon sa kakatake ko lang na temperament test. 28% melancholic, 27% sanguine, 25% phlegmatic at 20% choleric. mahilig daw mag-self analyze at magdamdam ang melancholic. oo. ganun nga. perfectionist pero hindi mahilig kumilos. oo nga. tapos ang pinakamaganda: hindi nagpapahalata ng galit pero NASABOG NALANG PAG SUMOSOBRA NA. KOREK!!!!!!!
para mo lang akong sinabihang "beng, kain ka naman ng bubog o. please?"
at eto naman akong si payag! KUMUSTA NAMAN YON BEBENG HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA????????????????
sobrang pagod na ang katawan ko. pero bakit nga naman ba ako nandito pa at nagtatype?
galing church. andun na ko umpisa 7am. nagrereklamo na ang katawan ko pero my spirit is happy. ang saya no? parang may internal battlefield.
reporting galore nanaman bukas sa 140. kinakabahan na ako dahil baka tawagin na ako, at baka hindi ko masagot yung mga tanong na itatanong nila sakin. sana masagot ko lahat. para mataas ang grade :) at sana makapagtanong pa ko sa ibang reporters para tumaas pa lalo ang grade. hohohohoho :)
ang dami kong pimples sa right side ng muka ko. walalang, feel ko lang sabihin yon.
gusto kong magpamasahe. huwuhu!!!
hindi ko magets kung bakit kapag yung isang email ko isasign out ko e completely signed out siya agad. peri yung isa hindi pa, nakalogin parin yung pangalan pero hindi na yung password. ang chorba e.
feel ko lang maging mataray. i hope it suits me. feel ko ring hindi ngumiti. that doesn't suit me :) feel kong pumayat. OO FEEL NA FEEL KONG PUMAYAT!
nagkakabaklaan nanaman sa mundo ko. echos. chaaaar. CHAAAAAAAAR!!!!!!
flowers papa! maraming maraming flowers!!!!
gusto kong gumawa ng novel. the great pinay novel. kewlness. i want to be able to write and publish a potential bestseller before i reach the age of 25. o ha? tapos magiging doktor pa ko. YIPEE!!!
gusto ko nang humanap ng oras para bumili ng battery ng remote ng dvd player. namimiss ko na manood ng heroes. hindi ko na naintindihan kung anung nangyari kina claire bennet, peter and nathan petrelli, jessica/nicky and micah sanders, sylar, etc. nakakamiss ang kagwapuhan ni peter petrelli.