Wednesday, May 28, 2008

attitude x

i thought i was already rid of this stupid attitude. let's just call it attitude x. i started becoming aware of it when i was in my third year of high school, and it simply eats me alive. it consumes every waking thought and it burns and melts the diamond-hard exteriors i have created. it makes the warm, fuzzy, bear-like image shrivel up and turn into Tyrannosaurus rex.

attitude x has been a problem from the very first time i knew of it. it would invade the silence of my quiet moments. it would scavenge the few hours of peace i thought i owned. it would wrap itself around every ounce of strength and crush it to a very fine powder and blow it away into the vast nothingness of the world. it would take the rock-solid facade i had created and turn it into sand. attitude x does that to me.

it's back. i thought i'd gotten over it. i thought i was done with it. i thought i had locked it up in the safety of my past and the ugly fashions of yesterday.

well, as it turns out...

...I WAS WRONG.

13 comments:

  1. ito ay ang ugali ng pagpipigil ng pagtae. joke lang. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA :)

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  2. teka pedeng tagalog? hahahaa joke lang!

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  3. ikain mo na lang yan... yuummm :)

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  4. attitude x, ha? interesting. Hehe. ^_^

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  5. hmm..english kung english!
    why not?!
    haha!
    at attitude x?hmmmm.....cool!

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  6. ito ang pruweba na tapos na ako sa eng1! hahahaha!

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  7. hahaha!sosyal!ako eng1 at eng2!may spcm pa!oha..kung hindi ba naman dumugo ilong ko di ba..haha!

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  8. we all have our attitude X, dear. at tama ka, minsan bumabalik bigla when we least expect it. pero now that you're already aware sa pagbabalik ng attitude X, you can do something about it. miss ya beng!

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  9. we all have our attitude X, dear. at tama ka, minsan bumabalik bigla when we least expect it. pero now that you're already aware sa pagbabalik ng attitude X, you can do something about it. miss ya beng!

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  10. atittude X? sowsyal. so that makes you batang X? charrr. just deal with it. mishu bengski.

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  11. aba, may tawag ka na sa mga attitudes mo ah.

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